I collected all the feelings that I could find and found how endlessly they became. And how many that I felt. 1 ANGRY. 2 DEPRESSED. 3 CONFUSED. 4 HELPLESS. All ones under angry: irritated, enraged,hostile,insulting,sore,annoyed,upset, hateful, unpleasant, offensive, bitter,aggressive,inflamed,provoked,incensed, infuriated, cross,boiling, fuming, indigent. All ones under depressed:lousy,disappointed,discouraged,ashamed,powerless,diminished,guilty,dissatisfied,miserable,detestable,repugnant,dispicable,disgusting,abominable,terrible,in despair, sulky,bad, a sense of lost. All under confused : doubtful, uncertain,indecisive,perplexed,embarrased,hesitant,shy,stupefied,dissillusioned,unbelieving,skeptical,distrustful,misgiving,lost,unsure,uneasy,pessimistic,tense. All ones under helpless:incapable,alone,paralyzed,fatigued,usless,inferior,vulnerable,empty,forced,hesitant,despair,frustrated,distressed,woeful,pathetic,tragic,in a stew,dominated. All these feelings repressed in me from childhood. How that makes me feel astonished.