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Post by James on Nov 12, 2013 12:44:43 GMT 10
Sfsaltco, we don't have a bath, however, do you have any examples of what people with psoriasis have said as to how the salts have helped them. And also, why did you choose to post about psoriasis first and not something else?
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Post by James on Feb 2, 2014 14:08:57 GMT 10
Loving your afflictions?
I think this is a dud member, however I’m going to use this post as an example to illustrate a part of my healing I’ve found very trying and hard to deal with and accept.
Taking an affliction like psoriasis for example, ideally one would want to heal it through the expression of ones repressed feelings, as the truth of such feelings comes to light. And I do firmly believe that in the end, all such problems can be healed, and by rights - go away. However...
Something like psoriasis is brought about like everything is by ones soul. And it is designed to make you feel bad. And all to help you use those bad feelings to work on yourself to uncover the truth they - your soul - wants you to see about yourself. Should you want to use your feelings as they are meant to be used.
And what I’ve found is that my afflictions and compulsions, the major ones, have kept persisting for years through my healing, continually aggravating me, continually making me feel bad, and making me feel evermore powerless and hopeless and unable to do anything about such problems - which is the whole point as to why I have them. All to help me uncover such feelings and truth about myself.
Because my parents made me feel evermore powerless and hopeless and I wasn’t able to do anything about them. I couldn’t stand up to them, fight them or just leave them, I was too dependent on them.
And so now I have my compulsions, and although I don’t have psoriasis, what I want to say is that if such problems keep persisting for you even after years and years of working on yourself, then all you can conclude is that they are still needed to keep applying the necessary bad-feeling pressure to you, all so you can keep feeling bad and seek the truth of such feelings.
So be prepared if you are just starting out with your healing, for some of those dreaded things that afflict you or you hate yourself doing but can’t stop, might not be healed for quite a long time, their being with you to help you keep feeling bad conceivably even right the way through your healing - right to the very end.
And although I am not there yet in my own healing, still being afflicted by my compulsions, I am curious now to see if indeed they ever will go, or that I will just somehow move beyond them, or something else will happen to them. But as much as I hate them and do wish and beg the Mother and Father to take them away from me: to keep bringing up the bad feelings hidden in me so I can express them and uncover all the truth They want me to see about it all, such problems have provided with me with so much - so many bad feelings to work on. So in a bizarre kind of way, I’m even grateful for such afflictions. That is, grateful on my better days...
And possibly when I can even lovingly accept them as something I have to do to myself and suffer in my unloving state; when I can love them and not want to keep rejecting them - rejecting this part of myself as fucked as it is... When I can fully love and accept, all through my feelings and not just with my mind, my whole unloving and feeling-denying state; when I can love my evilness and wrongness, I might no longer need them.
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