Shunned by my parents and family

I have been shunned by my parents and family because of things that happened in my own marriage with my husband that was none of their business.

They have discontinued communication and basically any form of relationship with me because of problems in my marriage with my husband that I had in the past and mistakes I may have made.

Nothing good I am or have done, nor who I have been to them as a family member or in life matters.  They treat me like and think I am garbage. They have chosen judgement and to condemn me for not being the wife of their dreams and not having a fairy tail marriage.

They always took my husband's side each time we fell out, and last summer when we almost divorced my mother got with my husband and offered to pay for  an attorney for him. My husband told my family to back off and we ended up staying together,- for the time being.

Although we are invited, I'm dreading seeing my family for Christmas and dreading Christmas period.

I've always been the black sheep, basically on both sides of my family, especially since my grandparents passing.

I have a young daughter to try and enjoy the holiday with.