I have only read 9 pages and I love this book, Zelga brings forward so much beautiful information. I have felt so many moments of deep truth about women and how they still are fooling themselves about their equality, even today. To read the part when Zelga said that you have had to let your self be completely powerless to Marion because that is how it was for you with your mum and grandmother, I felt that to be so true for myself also being completely powerless to men because that is how it was for me with Dad so I am like it with all men. So much beautiful truth in this James I just had to open up this thread so I can express myself about how I feel about what you have written in this wonderful book. Just so much wonderful, wonderful truth, I love it. My soul is rejoicing with every word. "Women simply lack the confidence to know that they can know, and know it all themselves. They can live perfectly with God without the church and Bible(They both being Mans creation). They can live perfectly well with their Holy and Divine Mother and Father, and just as easily as any man can do". Love it Zelga.
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I am pleased to see you rejoicing Sam, for it seems only hours ago you were in such a deep and dark place. It's sad for me to read of,and slowing come to understand, the real repression and rejection of women and that I, and other men who thought they were caring individuals, have been trained through early life to repress the feminine everthing, repress the feelings. You women hold the advantage (wrong word but I can't think of the right one) in that you are still connected to your feelings. It seems to me that we men first have to find our feelings, stop our minds, before we can even begin to see the crushing damage that we have delivered to all those we have encountered in our lives because of how we were brought up, 'trained' whether it was the church, school, work or the pub. Women and men have been trained that way. The publication of the work of Marion and James should get more people to consider feeling healing and find their feelings, their truths and then we can see some change in the world we live in.
I felt the truth of Zelga's message and it touched my soul Lokii. Yes, I have had a few awful days and today had another cry and vent about how bad I feel. I cant carry on because my computer is running terrible today, as I am.
I am on the Eighth time of reading "The Rejected Ones" Live True To Your Feelings - it helps me so much and I see different things in it every time I read it and also I feel the truths at a deeper level than the first few times I read it. I love reading the messages from Mary Magdalene and Jesus and the other Female spirits that have shared their stories of their healing journeys, all so varied and wonderful.
I have found that at different times I have not wanted to re-read certain spirits accounts of their time on earth and in spirit and I have learned that those spirits stories are the very ones I need to read as those are the feelings in me that I am denying and don't want reminding of and the last couple of times I have avoided reading the story of 'Elens'. It begins on page 245 and ends on page 254. Although her story is quite different to my own their are also parts of what she has said that I related to so much, such as her children and the damage she has caused them especially her Son. I feel that I have caused so much damage to both of my children and when I read of the awful damage she found herself and her son in when they reached spirit world, it broke my heart and I cried and cried as she said she had when she first saw the sorry wretch that was her son. Elens saw the truth of the damage she had done to her Son once he was rid of his physical body, the truth cannot be hidden when we don't have the physical to hide behind, the truth of our condition is layed bare for all to see once we reach spirit and it made me think of what a awful shock it must have been, not only for Elens to have degraded to such a condition of depravity but this depraved condition was all she left to her son. Her account of the experience of seeing her son and him being terrified of her and running from her gave me feelings of utter devastation as the truth was revealed to her. Although it is so painful it was also something I needed to read and really brought it home to me the damage done to our children through our flawed views of good parenting.
Everything Elens had done, including marrying and having children was to gain more power and I realised that I was the same and I feel awful saying it, really terrible and never would have believed it about myself but Elens story has helped me see that because I felt so weak, all I did, was to stop me feeling that truth, getting married, having children, having businesses, all to be a success in life to hide the fact I was and am terrified of being the truth which is Weak, scared, powerless and alone.
Elens passed into spirit and continued her assertion of power for many years but what I thought was incredible was the beginning of her FALL from Power. I wont go into detail about it as you can read it for yourself in the book. I can relate to many parts of Elens story, I understand the flavour of it all, and couldn't stop reading it as I was feeling so bad in myself and begun to wonder what the condition of my spirit body would look like as I was feeling so wretched having been in agony because I had woken up with a severe neck pain that was so bad I couldn't move or drive and later on in the day pain was moving around my face and my head, which got so bad I was locked up in pain. I started to see myself with nails, really long iron nails being hammered into my neck running down parallel to my spine because that was the vision I was seeing with my pain, nails being hammered into me, long ones and short ones at all angles into my neck and face, as the pain increased I was seeing more nails being hammered into my bones on my head face and neck, really awful. Like Elens I was so scared of the overwhelming pain, resisting and fighting it and it was getting worse, no matter how much I asked God for help I was still wanting power over my pain, to scared to submit to it.
Elens writes " Now I can see that my soul was taking over, I had denied my true self through my vainglorious opinion of myself to such an extent, that if I was to exist at all, then my soul needed to re-claim me. And so it was, unbeknown to me; it had set about bringing me back to reality: to the truth of myself. It brought about my collapse and it defined my hell and it allowed me to feel the pain of my self denial and evil state. IT MADE ME GIVE UP." YES, this is what my pain was doing, it was stronger than me and I could no longer fight it, It was making me give up and as soon as I did, as soon as I submitted to it, accepted it and told God I give up, I cant carry on, the pain began to melt away, the nails began to fall out of me on their own accord as I gave up. It was truly incredible to just let the pain take me over as I curled up on my bed and told my pain to do with me what it wanted, I couldn't go on, I was exhausted with pain, it was to big, bigger than me. My pain was overbearing me and making me give up all power and that was when the healing came and the nails fell out of me, I could see it happen as a vision and the pain I had been in for two days lifted upwards and went away.
There are differences between me and Elens of course, but she made me see how I am still holding onto gaining power and it is hurting me, even in my deepest pain I have been so programmed to not accept it, fight it, keep it away but we are to go the other way if we want to find healing or our soul will up the game on us all the way along, all the time we are fighting it and wanting control with our minds.
I love Elens and when I enter my spirit life I hope I will meet her and tell her what her story has meant to me. I am feeling so much love and gratitude for Elens that I want to cry, just to read that someone has been through something so terrible and I have related to so much of her story, as I have in every one of the stories in the book. To know that others have been through the journey of Feeling Healing and that I can relate to them and what they went through has heled me so much. To read of Elens healing out of her depravity and into the 7th Sphere where she watches over her Son as he heals also.
I love the book, it brings up so much in me to feel about because I am "Like That" like so many of those spirits and the lives they have led, that is what I say to myself as I read it, "That's what I am like" and sometimes it hits me so hard, the truth of how I am, how bad I am and have been and how the tiniest things in my life, that went denied are now the biggest things to heal.
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8 times! I’m so glad that you get so much from it. I loved writing with all the women spirits. I loved writing it feeling it was for the feminine side of things, so it pleases me that you get so much from it Sam. I’ve not read it since I wrote it. One day I’ll go through it again and fix up the little errors.
And yes, it’s what I’ve found too so often in my Healing, it will be the little bad feeling on the edge of my consciousness or the one Marion points out that I’m avoiding, and which mostly I’m not even aware that I am, that when I do focus on it and bring it up and express what’s really going on with my feelings, it opens out into yet more unexplored areas within me.
Uncover the truth through your feelings, and you're FREE!
I have read "The Rejected Ones" so many times now and every time it is like I am reading it for the first time and I cant believe that I am reading it and amazing new feelings and awakenings open up in me and I say to myself "How did I miss that bit" of course I didn't miss it but I wasn't open to its message, I wasn't ready to know the truth it was giving me to feel and I love that. Yesterday I read a page and I was blown away with how deep it went into me, its like as I was reading it, layers and layers in me were opening up and I truly understood the truth of it, even though I have read it about 12 times now. I can feel how I am growing by how new truths open up in me every time I read it, things I never saw before and I just love it when I feel that truth hit me, there is no feeling like it.
The book has so many layers to it and it just waits for me to catch up to its truths being revealed to me, when I am ready it all is revealed with out any forcing, the truths wait for me and I feel like they are infinite and I will continue to have these truths revealed in me as and when I am ready to know them, all becoming apparent as I heal, the more I am healing in myself the more I feel the truths and at such deeper levels within me. I read it wanting to know, I don't know but I want to and it is like the book knows that I want to know. It is all there waiting for me to be of a certain level of truth so that I can be at one with the truths hidden to me in this book. Totally amazing.
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