Questions from E...
Mar 12, 2016 14:22:24 GMT 10
Post by James on Mar 12, 2016 14:22:24 GMT 10
Questions from E...
Hello James,
The book I was reading the Abraham Speaks Journey 1 is from people or advanced beings from the other side who is trying to convey wisdom to humans. I do not know much about them. I picked it up at a church and wanted to know if you have dabbled into it.
Wicca is a belief I feel that welcomes all beliefs. I believes in gods and goddesses and other stuff.
Have you read about the gnostic gospels? Do you think they are true?
Thanks,
E...
Hello E..., no, I've not dabbled in it; and I have read the gnostic gospels and don't have any reason to doubt they are what they are, only trying to work out what that is, is difficult. If you've read my messages from Mary M and Jesus you'll know my - their - stance on such things, Mary and Jesus being soulmates and all the rest, all of which does, or can be, fitted into the gnostic gospels as Mary M certainly stands out as being 'more' than she's given credit for.
And I've no need for gods and goddesses as I personally relate to God as my Heavenly Mother and Heavenly Father.
James.
E...
What do Jesus and Mary really want us to do? Worship them or the First Creator? Reading the Urantia it seems Jesus is Michael. Michael is the not the first creator. So, I am trying to figure this out. What you think?
They don’t want us to do anything, they want us to do what we want to do - they don’t tell us how to be, they are like our Mother and Father, true Parents, who don’t tell their children how to be. Unlike how most parents are, continually telling their children how to be all the time which only fucks them up.
Mary and Jesus are offering us truth, that being, the truth that we can long to God for Their Divine Love, and what receiving it means. And then they leave it up to us.
Jesus says in the Padgett Messages, as it also says in The Urantia Book, as he and Mary say in my writings with them withmarymagdaleneandjesus.weebly.com/blog , that they are like us in that they are children of God as we are, and so we are not to worship them because we’re not to go around worshipping each other, like so many people want to do - worshipping their favourite rock star.
The Urantia Book tells us that Jesus (and I include Mary M as well) is a Creator Son (Mary are Creator Daughter) an order of being known as Michael. They are the co-creators of Nebadon, the local universe we live in, creating various orders of being together with the Divine Minister. And that we are to follow them, ultimately be as they are, which is perfect and so living the same truths they live, which happens as we do our Soul-Healing, so we can move up through Nebadon and then leave it setting out on our ascension of truth to Paradise there to literally meet our Mother and Father. We look to Mary and Jesus being if you like our ‘older’ or more advanced - more true, brother and sister who will show us the way to getting to know and be with our soul Mother and Father. So we can love Mary and Jesus as being a higher Daughter and Son who are helping us grow in truth and love.
So God is the Mother and Father who are the Creators of us all, however within Their Creation there are other children or creations of theirs that can also create or bring into being other beings, just as what Mary and Jesus have done being a Michael Pair, just as what parents do by having sex and bringing into being their children. So certain beings can create or help bring into being certain other beings, but not all, many beings don’t have such ‘creator’ potential. And because we humans can ‘create’ our own children, that being all with our Mother and Father’s unseen guiding hand, so mankind being ascending souls of truth are considered rather ‘special’ as The Urantia Book tells us. And the fact that we can start off in absolute darkness, in rebellion against our very Creators, as we are all doing here on Earth; and can with Mary and Jesus’ help and the help of other higher beings, heal ourselves of our truth-denial, becoming perfect in our natural love, then embrace the Divine Love and so become divine; and not only all of that, but also ascend up through all the worlds and spheres in spirit to arrive one day on Paradise to be with the Mother and Father of all - with, our true loving Mother and Father, having long since shed and healed ourselves of our unloving relationship with our earthly mother and father, shows the uniqueness of mankind. After all, as Creation currently stands, the whole thing is set up for the ascending mortal soul - for us.
I was thinking E..., would you mind joining the Divine Love forum dlscr.freeforums.net and asking me your questions. They are good questions and might help people understand more things. Or, if you don’t want to join, would you mind if I posted your questions and my answers but I wouldn’t use your name, I’d just say E... asks... and post your question?
E...
What music do you listen to or do you not listen to music? Is music worth listening too? Are you aware of musicians like Beyonce, Lady Gaga and etc?
Do you think it is polluted music?
Very occasionally I listen to Neil Young. I suppose you’d call me an old fart, as Marion and I don’t have a TV or music system, only the computer. We don’t go out either if we don’t have to, so we don’t go to cafes, restaurants, concerts or anything like that. We live as reclusively as possible preferring to have nothing to do with the world. We don’t want to be disturbed by all the outside stuff if we can help it. I read a bit of news on the internet but do little else. So I don’t know anything about Beyonce or Lady Gaga, I’ve never listened to their music.
Is music worth listening to? I think E... that anything is worth doing if that’s what you want to do. There is no right or wrong about it, it’s all up to you. And do I think it’s polluted? I think everything is polluted, we’re all living untrue to our souls so everything we do is wrong, polluted, evil, whatever you want to call it, but it’s all going against our true selves, nature and God. However having said that, we’ve still got to live in it, and so then it’s up to us as to what we want to do about our wrongness.
Marion and I worked out that all our problems stem from how we were treated as young children, and that we needed to bring out all that repressed pain, and through those bad feelings we can understand why we feel bad, what was wrong in our relationships with our parents. And by doing that we are growing in truth, the truth of understanding ourselves in our wrongness - why we are wrong; and the truth of nature and our relationship with God. And as we do our healing so we are sorting ourselves out and how we relate to each other, gradually becoming true; which means, so we believe, gradually living the right way or the true way God wants us to live, so no longer against ourselves, nature and God. And this is what Divine Love Spirituality is about.
I see it that we can continue on doing as we please, but unless someone is looking for the truth of themselves through their feelings and doing their healing, all they are doing, irrespective of which spiritual, religious or non-spiritual and non-religious approach they take is only doing more of the same, more of what they’ve always done, so more living untrue, more wrongness. So if you want to stop being wrong, so far as I’m concerned, you have to look to your feelings for the way, and along that way, if something is bad and doesn’t make you feel good then you’ll give it up, and that’s all for you to find out for yourself, it’s not to make generalisations saying we all should or shouldn’t listen to music, or this sort of music is good or bad, it’s for each of us to do what we feel, and then if we want, to uncover the truth of those feelings.
What do you feel about the music - how does it make you feel when you’re listening to it? And if it makes you feel good, why do you need music to make you feel good? What bad feelings might it be covering up? And if it makes you feel bad, what bad feelings do you feel? - I’d like you to tell me.
James.
E...
Yes you can use all my messages in the forum or discussion board as it relates to better of humanity. You can use E to not disclose my full name and for privacy.
Thank you E...; also, I was wondering, what do you think about the healing, as in, doing it yourself - going with your feelings, expressing them to uncover their truth?
Well, like the saying I am a work in progress. I am not doing Tarot card readings anymore. I was too obsess with searching for the truth where I already knew it. I am also thinking of discontinuing my membership with my Wicca group. It is ok, in terms it is opened to many beliefs. This Wiccan path may not be me. It is learning alot about ancestors, gods and goddesses, learning to call circl and etc. I do not feel you need to do all that. Maybe Wiccan is controlled by the mind spirits.
I like the Urantia Book and the messages from Padgetts. This is the through form of honesty and authentic. The Bible is neither my guide now. I was like all these ritual prayers in the Catholic faith may not be conducive to my spiritual evolution.
And from the Padgett Messages, do you understand how important for your soul it is to long to God for the Divine Love? Have you longed for it? Do you feel like reaching out to God and asking Him/Her for Their Divine Love, longing from your heart with feeling for it?
E...
James, I am not sure I understand the term longing. Maybe it is seeking out or wanting to be close to God. Hence, it involves praying and worshiping Him and Her. I am confuse whether that is what Jesus wants. Many of Jesus attitude seems just follow Him but not worship him it seems to me.
Divine Love is what? I think this is what all Christians want. I have but I am like trying to be real to God.
The dictionary defines longing: to have an earnest or strong desire or craving; yearn: to long for spring; to long to return home.
So also, to long for the Divine Love. And we are to long to God for it, so Jesus tells us. Have you read the Padgett Messages E...?, because all through it Jesus and the Celestial spirits tell us about the Divine Love and why we should long for it.
As I said before, it’s not about what Jesus wants, we are not to live life according to what Jesus wants or anyone else, except God. And God, according to The Urantia Book, wants us to be perfect like He is, so that’s all we’ve got to go on.
Jesus came telling us about the Divine Love, how it differs from our own Natural love, and suggesting that it would good to long for and receive, because then our soul becomes divine, so becomes like God’s soul is. So if we are to be perfect like God, this being what God wants, then it makes sense that we should also long for the Divine Love and become divine, which is being perfect.
Jesus is not God, so we are not to worship him as God. We can love him and want to follow him and even want to be like him, just not worship him as if he’s God. We are to love God as our Mother and Father, the Ones who created us, but only when we feel to love Them. If you feel you love someone or something you love it, you can’t help loving it, and it makes you feel good loving it and being loved by it. It’s a feeling thing. So we are to feel we love God and then express that love to God, because we feel God loves us. But the problem is most of us don’t actually feel loved by God, and if we were true to those feelings, would have to admit we don’t feel any love for God - so what do we do?
So we can take what Jesus says, assuming he knows, and assuming what he says is right - that God does love us. And we can long directly to God for Their Divine Love. And you can do that, you go to God and you long to Them for Their Love (which is praying to God for Their Divine Love), and you can feel Their Love come into your soul - you can feel Them actually loving you. And for some people that then helps them feel God is loving them and that they love God. Yet for others, they still don’t feel loved by God even though they’ve received some of God’s Divine Love.
None of it is straightforward because we’re in an untrue state of mind, we’re all screwed up in what we believe which then affects what we feel. We don’t even know if what we feel is right and true. And from my experiences we have to heal ourselves of all our problems and untrue state so we can then get into a state of knowing what is right and how we really do feel about things. This being what our healing is. However in the mean time we can still long for the Divine Love.
So we can do what Jesus suggests, long for and receive the Divine Love, but the Love is not going to interfere with how you are. The Padgett Messages infers that the Divine Love makes all our sins and errors fade away, but I don’t completely agree with that, I believe we have to uncover the truth of our problems, expressing all the pain of those feelings, and when the reasons for the pain come to light, then we’ve healed that part of ourselves.
It’s like this E...
We are of natural love but we’re all screwed up in it. God is of Divine Love. We can long to God for Their Divine Love and it will help us become as God is. We can also long to uncover the truth of ourselves through our feelings, which is healing our natural love problems.
But first you have to want to be with God, and you have to decide that you want to be how God is - perfect, then you want to have God’s Divine Love within you. And it has to be the right God, the God Jesus and Mary speak about, God our Heavenly Mother and Father who created our soul, and not some other gods that people worship that have nothing to do with anything other than keeping you bound up in your screwed up state.
So how I see it is, if you want to live a true spiritual life, which is really just a true life, you have to want to know the truth of why your life is not right, why you are messed up. So you have to realise that you’re not in a good state, that you have things wrong with you, and you want to fix them by seeing the truth of why you are like that. And then you can do your Feeling-Healing. And at the same time you can long to God for Their Divine Love. And if you include the Divine Love in your healing, which is including God, then your healing becomes your Soul-Healing as it will work on deeper levels including your relationship with God, these healing terms being what I’ve made up so we can relate to the different ways of approaching things.
So it has nothing to do with being a Christian or an anything else. It is all only between yourself - your soul, and God. And involves love, your own natural love and God’s Divine Love. All the rest just gets in the way and is all part of our problem. So if you still want to be involved in all the other stuff it means you’re simply not ready to get on with it, to face the truth of yourself, which is okay as it’s a huge thing and we’re all to come to it in our own time.
So there are two things we can do in life on a personal and true spiritual level:
1: We can long for the Divine Love
2: We can do our healing, which involves longing for the truth.
And we can do each of these things separately or both together.
And all the rest of what is called being religious or spiritual is just part of our wrongness, for really in our untrue states we can’t know what is right or wrong because we’re not true.
And I think that when you’ve tried everything else and still you feel unloved and in need of something you can’t put your finger on; still when nothing has worked for you, including longing for and receiving the Divine Love; when you’ve done it all and still you feel bad, unfulfilled, and are still asking the questions: what does it all mean, what’s it all about, what really is right for me - what really is the right direction for me to go in, then you might be ready to do your healing. And the Catch 22 is: until you do your healing you’ll remain untrue and so nothing will ever make you feel good.
So E... let me ask you these questions:
Do you want to get to know God, God who is your Mother and Father? Do you want to have a relationship with Them both, with each of Them individually and with Them together? Do you want to know all that They are, as They get to know all that you are? Do you want Them in your life as an active part of it? Do you want to be able to speak with Them and have Them speak back to you? Do you want to feel loved by Them, and feel you do love Them? And if you do, can you please write and tell me why you do?
And when answering these questions please bear in mind that many of us believe with our minds that we do want to get to know God, be with God, have God in our lives. We believe we should, that it would be good for us, and even that if we don’t God is going to be angry with us and punish us in some way. Yet it’s only a belief, and it might not actually be what we feel. What we really feel and believe might be two different things. What we feel might be that no we don’t want God in our life, we’re scared of God, we hate God, God is actually the last person we want to have anything to do with. So E... can you see how you believe you should be with and relate to God, compared to how you feel you want to be with God?
Hello James,
The book I was reading the Abraham Speaks Journey 1 is from people or advanced beings from the other side who is trying to convey wisdom to humans. I do not know much about them. I picked it up at a church and wanted to know if you have dabbled into it.
Wicca is a belief I feel that welcomes all beliefs. I believes in gods and goddesses and other stuff.
Have you read about the gnostic gospels? Do you think they are true?
Thanks,
E...
Hello E..., no, I've not dabbled in it; and I have read the gnostic gospels and don't have any reason to doubt they are what they are, only trying to work out what that is, is difficult. If you've read my messages from Mary M and Jesus you'll know my - their - stance on such things, Mary and Jesus being soulmates and all the rest, all of which does, or can be, fitted into the gnostic gospels as Mary M certainly stands out as being 'more' than she's given credit for.
And I've no need for gods and goddesses as I personally relate to God as my Heavenly Mother and Heavenly Father.
James.
E...
What do Jesus and Mary really want us to do? Worship them or the First Creator? Reading the Urantia it seems Jesus is Michael. Michael is the not the first creator. So, I am trying to figure this out. What you think?
They don’t want us to do anything, they want us to do what we want to do - they don’t tell us how to be, they are like our Mother and Father, true Parents, who don’t tell their children how to be. Unlike how most parents are, continually telling their children how to be all the time which only fucks them up.
Mary and Jesus are offering us truth, that being, the truth that we can long to God for Their Divine Love, and what receiving it means. And then they leave it up to us.
Jesus says in the Padgett Messages, as it also says in The Urantia Book, as he and Mary say in my writings with them withmarymagdaleneandjesus.weebly.com/blog , that they are like us in that they are children of God as we are, and so we are not to worship them because we’re not to go around worshipping each other, like so many people want to do - worshipping their favourite rock star.
The Urantia Book tells us that Jesus (and I include Mary M as well) is a Creator Son (Mary are Creator Daughter) an order of being known as Michael. They are the co-creators of Nebadon, the local universe we live in, creating various orders of being together with the Divine Minister. And that we are to follow them, ultimately be as they are, which is perfect and so living the same truths they live, which happens as we do our Soul-Healing, so we can move up through Nebadon and then leave it setting out on our ascension of truth to Paradise there to literally meet our Mother and Father. We look to Mary and Jesus being if you like our ‘older’ or more advanced - more true, brother and sister who will show us the way to getting to know and be with our soul Mother and Father. So we can love Mary and Jesus as being a higher Daughter and Son who are helping us grow in truth and love.
So God is the Mother and Father who are the Creators of us all, however within Their Creation there are other children or creations of theirs that can also create or bring into being other beings, just as what Mary and Jesus have done being a Michael Pair, just as what parents do by having sex and bringing into being their children. So certain beings can create or help bring into being certain other beings, but not all, many beings don’t have such ‘creator’ potential. And because we humans can ‘create’ our own children, that being all with our Mother and Father’s unseen guiding hand, so mankind being ascending souls of truth are considered rather ‘special’ as The Urantia Book tells us. And the fact that we can start off in absolute darkness, in rebellion against our very Creators, as we are all doing here on Earth; and can with Mary and Jesus’ help and the help of other higher beings, heal ourselves of our truth-denial, becoming perfect in our natural love, then embrace the Divine Love and so become divine; and not only all of that, but also ascend up through all the worlds and spheres in spirit to arrive one day on Paradise to be with the Mother and Father of all - with, our true loving Mother and Father, having long since shed and healed ourselves of our unloving relationship with our earthly mother and father, shows the uniqueness of mankind. After all, as Creation currently stands, the whole thing is set up for the ascending mortal soul - for us.
I was thinking E..., would you mind joining the Divine Love forum dlscr.freeforums.net and asking me your questions. They are good questions and might help people understand more things. Or, if you don’t want to join, would you mind if I posted your questions and my answers but I wouldn’t use your name, I’d just say E... asks... and post your question?
E...
What music do you listen to or do you not listen to music? Is music worth listening too? Are you aware of musicians like Beyonce, Lady Gaga and etc?
Do you think it is polluted music?
Very occasionally I listen to Neil Young. I suppose you’d call me an old fart, as Marion and I don’t have a TV or music system, only the computer. We don’t go out either if we don’t have to, so we don’t go to cafes, restaurants, concerts or anything like that. We live as reclusively as possible preferring to have nothing to do with the world. We don’t want to be disturbed by all the outside stuff if we can help it. I read a bit of news on the internet but do little else. So I don’t know anything about Beyonce or Lady Gaga, I’ve never listened to their music.
Is music worth listening to? I think E... that anything is worth doing if that’s what you want to do. There is no right or wrong about it, it’s all up to you. And do I think it’s polluted? I think everything is polluted, we’re all living untrue to our souls so everything we do is wrong, polluted, evil, whatever you want to call it, but it’s all going against our true selves, nature and God. However having said that, we’ve still got to live in it, and so then it’s up to us as to what we want to do about our wrongness.
Marion and I worked out that all our problems stem from how we were treated as young children, and that we needed to bring out all that repressed pain, and through those bad feelings we can understand why we feel bad, what was wrong in our relationships with our parents. And by doing that we are growing in truth, the truth of understanding ourselves in our wrongness - why we are wrong; and the truth of nature and our relationship with God. And as we do our healing so we are sorting ourselves out and how we relate to each other, gradually becoming true; which means, so we believe, gradually living the right way or the true way God wants us to live, so no longer against ourselves, nature and God. And this is what Divine Love Spirituality is about.
I see it that we can continue on doing as we please, but unless someone is looking for the truth of themselves through their feelings and doing their healing, all they are doing, irrespective of which spiritual, religious or non-spiritual and non-religious approach they take is only doing more of the same, more of what they’ve always done, so more living untrue, more wrongness. So if you want to stop being wrong, so far as I’m concerned, you have to look to your feelings for the way, and along that way, if something is bad and doesn’t make you feel good then you’ll give it up, and that’s all for you to find out for yourself, it’s not to make generalisations saying we all should or shouldn’t listen to music, or this sort of music is good or bad, it’s for each of us to do what we feel, and then if we want, to uncover the truth of those feelings.
What do you feel about the music - how does it make you feel when you’re listening to it? And if it makes you feel good, why do you need music to make you feel good? What bad feelings might it be covering up? And if it makes you feel bad, what bad feelings do you feel? - I’d like you to tell me.
James.
E...
Yes you can use all my messages in the forum or discussion board as it relates to better of humanity. You can use E to not disclose my full name and for privacy.
Thank you E...; also, I was wondering, what do you think about the healing, as in, doing it yourself - going with your feelings, expressing them to uncover their truth?
Well, like the saying I am a work in progress. I am not doing Tarot card readings anymore. I was too obsess with searching for the truth where I already knew it. I am also thinking of discontinuing my membership with my Wicca group. It is ok, in terms it is opened to many beliefs. This Wiccan path may not be me. It is learning alot about ancestors, gods and goddesses, learning to call circl and etc. I do not feel you need to do all that. Maybe Wiccan is controlled by the mind spirits.
I like the Urantia Book and the messages from Padgetts. This is the through form of honesty and authentic. The Bible is neither my guide now. I was like all these ritual prayers in the Catholic faith may not be conducive to my spiritual evolution.
And from the Padgett Messages, do you understand how important for your soul it is to long to God for the Divine Love? Have you longed for it? Do you feel like reaching out to God and asking Him/Her for Their Divine Love, longing from your heart with feeling for it?
E...
James, I am not sure I understand the term longing. Maybe it is seeking out or wanting to be close to God. Hence, it involves praying and worshiping Him and Her. I am confuse whether that is what Jesus wants. Many of Jesus attitude seems just follow Him but not worship him it seems to me.
Divine Love is what? I think this is what all Christians want. I have but I am like trying to be real to God.
The dictionary defines longing: to have an earnest or strong desire or craving; yearn: to long for spring; to long to return home.
So also, to long for the Divine Love. And we are to long to God for it, so Jesus tells us. Have you read the Padgett Messages E...?, because all through it Jesus and the Celestial spirits tell us about the Divine Love and why we should long for it.
As I said before, it’s not about what Jesus wants, we are not to live life according to what Jesus wants or anyone else, except God. And God, according to The Urantia Book, wants us to be perfect like He is, so that’s all we’ve got to go on.
Jesus came telling us about the Divine Love, how it differs from our own Natural love, and suggesting that it would good to long for and receive, because then our soul becomes divine, so becomes like God’s soul is. So if we are to be perfect like God, this being what God wants, then it makes sense that we should also long for the Divine Love and become divine, which is being perfect.
Jesus is not God, so we are not to worship him as God. We can love him and want to follow him and even want to be like him, just not worship him as if he’s God. We are to love God as our Mother and Father, the Ones who created us, but only when we feel to love Them. If you feel you love someone or something you love it, you can’t help loving it, and it makes you feel good loving it and being loved by it. It’s a feeling thing. So we are to feel we love God and then express that love to God, because we feel God loves us. But the problem is most of us don’t actually feel loved by God, and if we were true to those feelings, would have to admit we don’t feel any love for God - so what do we do?
So we can take what Jesus says, assuming he knows, and assuming what he says is right - that God does love us. And we can long directly to God for Their Divine Love. And you can do that, you go to God and you long to Them for Their Love (which is praying to God for Their Divine Love), and you can feel Their Love come into your soul - you can feel Them actually loving you. And for some people that then helps them feel God is loving them and that they love God. Yet for others, they still don’t feel loved by God even though they’ve received some of God’s Divine Love.
None of it is straightforward because we’re in an untrue state of mind, we’re all screwed up in what we believe which then affects what we feel. We don’t even know if what we feel is right and true. And from my experiences we have to heal ourselves of all our problems and untrue state so we can then get into a state of knowing what is right and how we really do feel about things. This being what our healing is. However in the mean time we can still long for the Divine Love.
So we can do what Jesus suggests, long for and receive the Divine Love, but the Love is not going to interfere with how you are. The Padgett Messages infers that the Divine Love makes all our sins and errors fade away, but I don’t completely agree with that, I believe we have to uncover the truth of our problems, expressing all the pain of those feelings, and when the reasons for the pain come to light, then we’ve healed that part of ourselves.
It’s like this E...
We are of natural love but we’re all screwed up in it. God is of Divine Love. We can long to God for Their Divine Love and it will help us become as God is. We can also long to uncover the truth of ourselves through our feelings, which is healing our natural love problems.
But first you have to want to be with God, and you have to decide that you want to be how God is - perfect, then you want to have God’s Divine Love within you. And it has to be the right God, the God Jesus and Mary speak about, God our Heavenly Mother and Father who created our soul, and not some other gods that people worship that have nothing to do with anything other than keeping you bound up in your screwed up state.
So how I see it is, if you want to live a true spiritual life, which is really just a true life, you have to want to know the truth of why your life is not right, why you are messed up. So you have to realise that you’re not in a good state, that you have things wrong with you, and you want to fix them by seeing the truth of why you are like that. And then you can do your Feeling-Healing. And at the same time you can long to God for Their Divine Love. And if you include the Divine Love in your healing, which is including God, then your healing becomes your Soul-Healing as it will work on deeper levels including your relationship with God, these healing terms being what I’ve made up so we can relate to the different ways of approaching things.
So it has nothing to do with being a Christian or an anything else. It is all only between yourself - your soul, and God. And involves love, your own natural love and God’s Divine Love. All the rest just gets in the way and is all part of our problem. So if you still want to be involved in all the other stuff it means you’re simply not ready to get on with it, to face the truth of yourself, which is okay as it’s a huge thing and we’re all to come to it in our own time.
So there are two things we can do in life on a personal and true spiritual level:
1: We can long for the Divine Love
2: We can do our healing, which involves longing for the truth.
And we can do each of these things separately or both together.
And all the rest of what is called being religious or spiritual is just part of our wrongness, for really in our untrue states we can’t know what is right or wrong because we’re not true.
And I think that when you’ve tried everything else and still you feel unloved and in need of something you can’t put your finger on; still when nothing has worked for you, including longing for and receiving the Divine Love; when you’ve done it all and still you feel bad, unfulfilled, and are still asking the questions: what does it all mean, what’s it all about, what really is right for me - what really is the right direction for me to go in, then you might be ready to do your healing. And the Catch 22 is: until you do your healing you’ll remain untrue and so nothing will ever make you feel good.
So E... let me ask you these questions:
Do you want to get to know God, God who is your Mother and Father? Do you want to have a relationship with Them both, with each of Them individually and with Them together? Do you want to know all that They are, as They get to know all that you are? Do you want Them in your life as an active part of it? Do you want to be able to speak with Them and have Them speak back to you? Do you want to feel loved by Them, and feel you do love Them? And if you do, can you please write and tell me why you do?
And when answering these questions please bear in mind that many of us believe with our minds that we do want to get to know God, be with God, have God in our lives. We believe we should, that it would be good for us, and even that if we don’t God is going to be angry with us and punish us in some way. Yet it’s only a belief, and it might not actually be what we feel. What we really feel and believe might be two different things. What we feel might be that no we don’t want God in our life, we’re scared of God, we hate God, God is actually the last person we want to have anything to do with. So E... can you see how you believe you should be with and relate to God, compared to how you feel you want to be with God?
