Mary M and her message became very clear
Sept 5, 2014 17:31:50 GMT 10
Post by wesley on Sept 5, 2014 17:31:50 GMT 10
I ask James to ask Mary M a question on my vibration that I had through personality names that effected me some time ago. I don,t know if this was my whole reality in the making. She understood clearly what I was having and going through. Now as I read what she had written I pondered it closely. Taking in what she said. I personally did not understand it just by reading and rereading it. But the last 7 days were about to reveal something to me.
Yes something was nudging at me by whom I do not know. Was it my guardian Angel or the Spirit of Truth but I went to feelings deeper than I could bare, yet by experiencing it, it became very clear what Mary M was saying. Then I ask the question . Mother please take me deeper into my feelings.
The next day I almost regretted it but everything seemed like it poured in and out. Childhood feelings that I would nt be able to tell how I suppressed such movements. 2 to 3 hours of sleep a night but really didnt bother me all that much. Dreams most extremely symbolic, obe , giddiness and plenty of body aches. Mary M spoke about how those vibrations would comfort me and as clear as day it was there through it all. She said they would be to hard to experience certain parts of your healing without it. Yes, so the rollercoaster of feelings seperated themselves from day to day. With all this going on yet I still had to carry on the regular day workings. Surprising to me I became even more patient than ever. Taking trips to places , like one of my most hated places the grocery store. My wife sent me there to pick up something and I was happy I had to get out and move. I spent a good hour looking for products where such as place I am in and out. Everyday some new suppressed feeling moved in. Almost holding me down for a while until releasing itself to let me carry on through the day. My shoulder locked up just like my mom did when grabbing my arm. I kind of rubbed it but nothing would help. So I kind of let it release on its own and it did. I found going through this I could not physically alter it . It would stay as long as the feeling wanted. But the comfort in me allowed me to withstand it. So much more in which I really could not explain really with words just all feelings. Some seemingly past my childhood. But I can remember every feeling every step of the way.
Yes something was nudging at me by whom I do not know. Was it my guardian Angel or the Spirit of Truth but I went to feelings deeper than I could bare, yet by experiencing it, it became very clear what Mary M was saying. Then I ask the question . Mother please take me deeper into my feelings.
The next day I almost regretted it but everything seemed like it poured in and out. Childhood feelings that I would nt be able to tell how I suppressed such movements. 2 to 3 hours of sleep a night but really didnt bother me all that much. Dreams most extremely symbolic, obe , giddiness and plenty of body aches. Mary M spoke about how those vibrations would comfort me and as clear as day it was there through it all. She said they would be to hard to experience certain parts of your healing without it. Yes, so the rollercoaster of feelings seperated themselves from day to day. With all this going on yet I still had to carry on the regular day workings. Surprising to me I became even more patient than ever. Taking trips to places , like one of my most hated places the grocery store. My wife sent me there to pick up something and I was happy I had to get out and move. I spent a good hour looking for products where such as place I am in and out. Everyday some new suppressed feeling moved in. Almost holding me down for a while until releasing itself to let me carry on through the day. My shoulder locked up just like my mom did when grabbing my arm. I kind of rubbed it but nothing would help. So I kind of let it release on its own and it did. I found going through this I could not physically alter it . It would stay as long as the feeling wanted. But the comfort in me allowed me to withstand it. So much more in which I really could not explain really with words just all feelings. Some seemingly past my childhood. But I can remember every feeling every step of the way.
