Bipolar - manic depression.
Mar 16, 2014 11:01:07 GMT 10
Post by James on Mar 16, 2014 11:01:07 GMT 10
Bipolar - manic depression. And healing it by doing your Feeling-Healing, and healing your Childhood Repression.
The woman in the book had bipolar for years, years and years of expressing her manic depression all over the place; up and down, doing mad things, mad times, in and out of hospitals and clinics, masses of drugs to try and find stability and peace of mind in the middle zone. And through all the years of such inner and outer turmoil she clung onto her love for her parents. Her father died not accepting her condition as a real problem, still under the belief that all she needed to do was pull her finger out and get over it (how unloving and uncaring is that!). Her mother - bless her heart - stuck by her through it all.
It’s such a pity that she still doesn’t get it, even after all the therapy and help she received, and all because she’s still refusing to see the truth her feelings are trying to show her: that how she is, is all because of her parents. And that instead of still clinging to her love for them and her misguided belief that they love her, that she hate them for what they did to her, making her suffer all she has. That she stops and gives herself the love she so deserves, by allowing herself to accept her deeply suppressed and hidden anger with them.
We are to do our Feeling-Healing, or Soul-Healing with the Divine Love, to understand and come to terms with our unloving relationships with our parents - healing our Childhood Repression, and all being done through our feelings. Not doing all we can like taking massive amounts of drugs to try and kill or deaden the pain; but to accept, express and seek the truth all our pain is trying to show us. To truly heal ourselves through true self-acceptance, true feeling acceptance, because our feelings are us.
The woman in the book had bipolar for years, years and years of expressing her manic depression all over the place; up and down, doing mad things, mad times, in and out of hospitals and clinics, masses of drugs to try and find stability and peace of mind in the middle zone. And through all the years of such inner and outer turmoil she clung onto her love for her parents. Her father died not accepting her condition as a real problem, still under the belief that all she needed to do was pull her finger out and get over it (how unloving and uncaring is that!). Her mother - bless her heart - stuck by her through it all.
It’s such a pity that she still doesn’t get it, even after all the therapy and help she received, and all because she’s still refusing to see the truth her feelings are trying to show her: that how she is, is all because of her parents. And that instead of still clinging to her love for them and her misguided belief that they love her, that she hate them for what they did to her, making her suffer all she has. That she stops and gives herself the love she so deserves, by allowing herself to accept her deeply suppressed and hidden anger with them.
We are to do our Feeling-Healing, or Soul-Healing with the Divine Love, to understand and come to terms with our unloving relationships with our parents - healing our Childhood Repression, and all being done through our feelings. Not doing all we can like taking massive amounts of drugs to try and kill or deaden the pain; but to accept, express and seek the truth all our pain is trying to show us. To truly heal ourselves through true self-acceptance, true feeling acceptance, because our feelings are us.