Ivy, the Tree and Me. Feb 18, 2014 3:19:50 GMT 10
Post by Samantha McCabe on Feb 18, 2014 3:19:50 GMT 10
I want to share a feeling that I experienced the other day. I was driving past a Tree that I must drive past all the time but this time I had to stop and as I was still I looked over to it and saw that it was covered in bright green Ivy, right the way up but not quite to its canopy. It was so covered that I could see the Tree was dying, suffocating, the Ivy had taken its lifes energy so the Ivy can live fully. The Ivy had taken over, taken control. I thought to myself how incredible natures relationships are, the Tree, although fairly young has not the will to fight the Ivy, there is no will involved in this relationship, there is no fight, no battle, no War. In that moment I felt the perfect example of what nature has to show us . The Tree just let the Ivy take it over, even if it meant the Tree would die, it would not interfere with what the Ivy did naturally, the Tree and the Ivy both existed together both doing what they both do naturally with no interference, no opposition. The Ivy means no malice to the Tree and the Tree will not resist giving the Ivy a strong support to get to where it wants to go, even though the Tree may eventually die. Nature just does what it does without any intent to harm.
I began to feel a sadness within me and felt myself to be the young Tree, and my parents as the Ivy overpowering me, controlling me, taking my life force and my will, like this tree I was dying inside. Unlike nature their intent was to control me and completely take over all because of their need to be powerful because of how powerless they really felt because of how they had been parented. A conscious effort to make me as they wanted me to be until I had totally submitted all the time enforcing their will with no care for mine. Nature showed me that day true unconditional love and how it is non existent between humans and how untrue we all are. Nature does not force it just does what it does naturally with no intent to harm, it has no intention to interfere. No Evil intent was had by the Ivy to take over the tree, every Evil intent was taken to take over me and see my will diminish. I went home and wrote about this and told Mary, Jesus and Mother and Father God all I felt, all the anger and pain I shouted it all out until I was empty all the time asking to have the truth revealed to me of every feeling and the amazement of the Truth that comes is the miracle of healing and the best thing of all is it all comes from me, my feelings, I don't have to go anywhere or by anything to help me do this. Some days when I go out I am seeing situations everywhere that want my attention to heal a feeling deep inside me, it is very painful at times and feels so bad but it is meant to. When the truth is revealed within me there is no feeling like it.