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Post by James on Oct 27, 2017 20:49:31 GMT 10
Core Light Healing by Barbara Ann Brennan
I’m reading Barbara’s third healing book. It’s a continuation or expansion on her other two. It’s incredible reading how she’s not changed at all, only strengthened her position. I’m only about forty pages into it, but I wanted to note some of what she’s helped me understand, as for nothing else, she has always stimulated me to think about things more deeply.
I fully realised she is an ‘etheric’ or ‘astral’ doctor. She’s a doctor in the unseen aura levels. And just like a physical doctor, you have a cut so stitch it up and make it better, so she can see you have a block, then do this and that to it using higher energies to make it go away, and all better. There’s nothing spiritual about it. It’s all so practical. She takes away any mystic about these unseen levels. For her they are just as real as the physical body, you have these other subtle bodies, they are all connected, if you have a problem in them it might manifest on the physical, so why not attend to it utilising a healers help on these subtle levels thereby helping yourself on the physical.
Rightly she relates all our blocks back to our childhood - that was great to read. And she explains how when we feel scared, shocked, pain, on the unseen levels our system is negatively affected, we damage parts of it, damage our chakras with trauma, all of which stays within us until we can somehow heal it. She said because these damaged weakened areas of us have less energy, aren’t expressing our full divine creative potential (all the usual mind spirit way of seeing it all) then it’s very hard for ourselves to heal our own trauma and dark blocks within our energy system. And that mostly we need a person who can direct higher cosmic energy into us, thereby shifting and cracking open the block, releasing the unexpressed child pain, and once done, allowing our system to readjust and as it brings us into adult alignment - we grow up that retarded part of us, releasing its creative potential. And she says in that healing moment a lot of pain from our childhood might surface, we might see and understand things, but then it’s gone and our repetitive locked in patterns will no longer occur we being free of the problem.
And because we’ve got all these past lives also full of blocks and trauma so there is endless stuff to be worked through and healed. She says she’s never seen anyone fully healed, not the highest spiritual people she’s worked with. But she also makes is sound like you can’t really heal yourself on your own, it’s just too hard and you need help - a healer like her. So once again you would have to keep going to your healer, like your doctor or therapist forevermore.
It’s great reading her to gain a complete feel for the mind spirit side of things. It’s all so boring, nothing about having an intimate and personal relationship with God like what Jesus and Mary have helped us with by including longing for the Divine Love. Nothing about a spiritual ascent of truth, nothing about needing to understand the truth of your relationships with your parents, nor really any great focus on uncovering the truth of yourself.
She simply sees it that we all grow up in an imperfect environment, our parents cause us many blocks and traumas, but we can heal them with a lot of hard work and by developing a wholistic attitude and higher loving outlook on life.
A couple of relevant things for our Healing she talks about is saying that ‘they’ have worked out that the average child by the time its two or three has received from its parents, family, society, about 60,000 NO’s. So if you get hit with that many by the time you’re two, that 30,000 a year, and if that carries on through your forming years, god it’s amazing we’re not all so fucked and full of disease, crippled and totally shut down. So it makes sense through our Healing that we are going to feel bad one hell of a lot, and that a shit-load of pain we’re going feel as all that rejection comes out through our physical body, let alone feeling it emotionally, so miserable, fucked, powerless, alone, unloved, uncared about, rejected and unwanted. And what about if your parents were even more NO saturating and you received double or triple the amount...
Another fascinating thing she said was ‘they’ have observed how much we see and do things in the womb, hear as well no doubt, and feel, sense. A baby in the womb was seen to turn noticing a needle coming into its space and reached out to hold it, when they were taking a fluid sample or whatever ‘they’ do. And two twins were observed to kiss each other through their separating membranes, and then when older after being born, would kiss each other in a similar way through a sheet hanging on the clothes line. So much obviously goes on in the womb potentially causing us problems, and our Healing will take us back into these buried parts of us should we need to uncover the truth of them.
She mentions these two books which I might see about getting:
The secret life of the unborn child - by Thomas Verny and John Kelly
Babies remember birth - by Dr. David Chamberlain.
So for me now, there is such a vast division between the mind worlds and the feeling worlds of life. The Healing way is so much fuller, and as we’re proving, you can do your Healing yourself, you don’t have to be reliant on a healer, therapist or anyone else, you can use your feelings by looking to and expressing them, yet, ALL SO LONG AS YOU WANT TO UNCOVER AND SEE THE TRUTH OF THEM, to heal yourself. The truth being the fundamental and crucial part. To bring out all that unloving abuse suffered and to put it all into the right context, all whilst spiritually growing in truth, and transforming your soul with the Divine Love.
I will add more thoughts and insights as I read on.
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Post by James on Oct 30, 2017 21:05:53 GMT 10
I’m now three quarters of the way through the book.
It started of relating all our problems to our childhood, but then left that moving out to the deeper issues coming from past lives and difficulties to do with the astral world. It makes me think that Barbara thinks childhood stuff is not that important, just difficult of itself to deal with causing certain problems which a healer can rectify together with changing your beliefs and mental outlook on life, but the real problems lie in all the deeper buried stuff coming through from adult trauma in past lives. And when you take the past lives stuff and reincarnation out of the equation, then you can see it is still all just stuff from childhood, but stuff no one, not even a healer of Barbara’s caliber, wants to go near.
The great thing about her and her work should one be interested in such things, is her dissection of the astral and unseen levels. It’s incredible how many people can see auras and are capable of following her teaching guidelines doing her healing course and developing their inner perception abilities. However for me it’s just the same as cutting your leg open and looking at what’s inside, seeing all the different bits and their function right down the microscopic level, and if something is not functioning correctly, fix it. She looks in on all the various levels right to the chakras and how they are functioning being able to fix what is not working right. All of the patients and get on living a happier and functioning better life. But it’s not a truly spiritual one growing in truth and moving higher in truth. Nothing about truth. Some people obviously experience a lot of pain release and some understanding about that, but there is the whole level of the soul and its growth in truth that Barbara doesn’t see, or hasn’t put in her book so far. And for me that’s because there is no truth growth for her to see, as she’s only working with and in the mind levels. Yet it’s astounding how seperate and distinct the two ways of life are, the feelings and the mind, when both systems use the same physical and subtle bodies to live it. That in one way we go so far away from our true selves, and the other come back to it, all whilst using the same systems. So Barbara and her mind-healers work in the aura seeing it one way, yet a healer on the feelings level would see the same things yet relate to it completely differently with a completely different experience themselves and for their patient.
The part I do find fascinating and it’s helped me gain a much better and broader understanding is that of what she calls the fourth dimension, the astral level. Which for me is the first earth plane, the lowest plane we can live in and the closest to ourselves, into which all the lost spirits go, as are the hells, and everything else that is weird as Barbara’s healing experiences point out. There are ET’s doing their experiments on people, lots of strange people and spirit created thought from ‘creatures’ that can attach themselves to people, how ‘evil’ devil and monster creatures, all creations of people’s and spirit’s minds can attach to peoples auras, how shamans and witchdoctor types can place hexes and curses on people affecting their aura if those people believe in such things. I now understand how the Australian Aborigine could ‘point the bone’ and the person would immediately die, all their life force being drained because their beliefs that it can happen are so strong reinforcing the power of the bone pointer from the astral level.
So understanding all the madness and yuk in this lower level has helped explained so many of mad things people said were happening them with I first start the spiritual stuff which I didn't understand. So I thank Barbara for enlightening me. I even understand that Dante was tuning onto these lower levels seeing all those things about hell because they are all in there, these lower earth planes are full of different sectors manifesting all the weird beliefs people and spirit have.
I’ve now finished the book, and it’s left me with more confusion about people like Barbara’s beliefs in reincarnation, which I’ve discussed with Nanna Beth below.
One correction to what I have believed that I think Barbara is correct in, is I thought the silver cord that connects our physical to our astral or spirit body was in our lower back area, whereas she says it actually splits and connects into the core of our heart chakra and the other part into the core of our third eye charka, in the base of our brain - I think. Which makes more sense as these are our key parts connecting our lower and upper selves.
The end sections are about cords that link us all, and I enjoyed this parts, as I think there is a lot of relevance in some of it (other bits are a bit weird), and I feel connected to mum in ways that I wish I could disconnect, and I’d love Barbara or a healer to point out where my connection or disconnection with mum is, but not to heal it, just to give me something of any idea on the subtle levels what’s wrong. But then again, like how I felt about the whole book, yes it’s good to read and understand more about our subtle systems, but that’s all, it hasn’t helped me with my Healing in any way. Okay she helped confirm we’re more aware in the womb that what’s commonly thought, but I’d worked that out myself through my own feelings, so I will carry on blind to what’s happening in my aura, which were I able to see, would probably just shock me even more. I continuously feel things going on in those levels, and with so much pain erupting out all the time into my body, I don’t think I’d be a look sight to see on my inner levels, not all nice and bright pure light.
Oh yeah, one last thing, she talks more about time capsules needing to be healed, which she equates to shocks and trauma we’ve acquired which have been sealed off with the energy bypassing them so we can carry on, presumably such things happening in our early childhood. And I can relate to that, as it’s always amazed me that so many bad things happened to me when I was young on the emotional level, and yet I carried on, didn’t get really sick, and was able to build up all my false bullshit to pretend that I wasn’t affected by any of it. And my healing has felt like working through and stripping off such layers as I moved progressively deeper into myself. I would love someone to write such a book about their observations of their auric system through their Healing, relating to it all on the inner levels so people - me - can get some idea about what it is we’re going on through on those levels through our Healing. I’d love to know, Marion doesn’t care at all; and doing it all blind I find very annoying, all part of my not being allowed to know, just as it was for me throughout my childhood.
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Post by James on Oct 30, 2017 21:07:01 GMT 10
James: Hello Nanna Beth, I’ve just finished reading Core Light Healing by Barbara Brennan, and the main part I’m intrigued about, which I’d like to discuss with you please, is about past lives and all the reincarnation stuff. She and many of the people she meets who are all able to work in the unseen realms believe in it and can all so easily connect with their past lives and each other going back hundreds of thousands of years. If you wanted to believe in past lives being new to it, reading this book would certainly help you. It’s the most detailed and involved concerning past lives that I’ve read.
So, understanding that it doesn’t exist, how does it work for them?
Nanna Beth: They can see it all so clearly James because of the unseen work of their Indwelling Spirit and attending ‘true angels’, which they can’t see (not the false angels they see in their so-called fourth dimension, as spirits in the lower planes or in the mansion worlds for that matter, can’t see angels, their so-called angels only being spirits pretending to be them), who make up the connecting stories and images for them. They believe in past lives and reincarnation, and because they are wanting to live in denial of the truth of their feelings, so adhere to the tenets of the Rebellion and Default; because they want to live the Minds Way, which is the mind of rebellion and untruth, so they are accommodated by these deeper unseen helpers.
As you could see James, although Barbara and others like her can see into certain levels of spirit, their sight is actually very limited, and they are mostly concerned with the first earth plane, not even with the second one, and nothing near the first mansion world. So there is a vast amount of other unseen levels for them to access were they able to make deeper penetration, which mostly they can’t do because of their limiting beliefs. Even their current mental beliefs limit them, denying them access to higher mental beliefs, so they are not progressing very far either way - in their minds or in their feelings, and definitely not in their feelings by looking to them for their truth.
James: So what happens to all the past lives they’ve seen and all they’ve attached to it when they give it up?
Nanna Beth: Like what happened to yours James. They become like dreams, something that happened to and for them, a memory, yet nothing more. And they could then use them and their feelings within such visions, feelings that such visions make them feel about themselves, and feelings when it all falls in a heap to uncover more truth about themselves.
James: I was saying to John, as he was saying it to me, that it’s incredible that neither of us got caught up in all of that.
Nanna Beth: It wasn’t for you. You both touched on it in your seperate ways, but it never held any real appeal because it didn’t resonate with you. Like how Barbara said at the end of her book talking about generational ties connecting people, well your lines of heredity didn’t allow for such mind intoxication. So there was nothing in you from your ancestors, nor from your immediate parents or grandparents or anything else in your lives that were solidly in harmony with complete mind domination such as there is in Barbara’s life.
You see James, there are long hereditary lines of the Rebellion and Default, which reach out connecting everyone to it, yet along different cultural avenues, with such avenues expressing different ‘versions’ of the wrongness. And you and Marion have the most severe denial on your avenue, yet it’s one that doesn’t involve the complete indoctrination of the mind way, which says you are completely in control and there is no one else - no God’s Will, even though people like Barbara talk about God’s Will, but really they don’t know what they are talking about, and it’s certainly not a connection with God as a real Person. Your lines come down the avenue of God being a real person, but you’ve turned all that against yourself denying the truth, which is what you’re healing in yourselves. Barbara’s way is that of complete God denial as a Person, which is the Eastern way and many other pre-Jesus and Mary ways, with Mary and Jesus coming to show the way to God as a real Person, as your Mother and Father, which involves the Divine Love. And to get to their way of living with God and the Divine Love, you have to do your Healing, even if you just do your Feeling Healing first. So you have to Heal yourself, then at some point embrace the Divine Love, all of which is removing you from the mind controlling side of things.
James: So is that why I never met or had much in common with those people who were just mind orientated, because we are from different ‘avenues’ as you say?
Nanna Beth: Yes, you don’t link or connect up, and do you remember years ago you could sense and feel those who were from the same or a similar avenues as yourself, and those who greatly differed? You’ve not thought about it for a long time, but that was what those feelings were about back then. And so all those avenues are just different lines of expressing the wrongness, so it doesn’t really matter which ones you incarnate into, as it all amounts to the same levels of denial.
James: Yeah, I do remember now. And I can see what you mean. So there are lots of hidden connections we can make between ourselves, even more than Barbara sees?
Nanna Beth: Yes many more, because they all lead you into linking up with your chosen soulgroup and soulmate and then which soulgroups you work with right the way to Paradise, and then even possibly beyond as finaliters, which worlds you go to, as not all humanity will remain together going to the same world awaiting instruction when to move out into the even greater universe. Hugh blocks of humanity reflecting different avenues or streams of connection on all levels are to remain together, whilst other streams seperate, with each stream joining up with streams from other humanities. And all those connections are all with us already James, if you were of the higher perceptions to know where to look for them. I can’t see them, but I have been schooled about them and told as I progress toward Paradise, and it’s the same for us all, progressively we become aware of such connections.
James: Yes I see. And I was wondering about these things in me that won’t heal, that have been plaguing me all through my life and Healing, are they all part of this hereditary connection perhaps, or is it all just to do with my parents and one day I’ll reach the point in my Healing of fully uncovering the truth of them?
Nanna Beth: There are bits of it all in them James. It’s very complex, and really, as you can feel, you’d not want the likes of a healer like Barbara poking around in your aura sorting out what she sees as problems, because such things are to remain as ‘trouble spots’ within your system providing you with the necessary bad feelings you need to work with so as to uncover the truth required by your soul. So if a healer or angel or anyone else took those trouble spots away from you, sure you might feel better, but it’s just another form of denial. All such pain and trouble spots will be healed as you do your Healing, your soul, the Divine Minister and the angels take care of that. So all the blocks and disconnected relationship cords, anything and everything wrong in your aura that someone like Barbara might or might not see, will all be healed in due course, all when such things have served their purpose.
James: Yes, that’s what I feel. I have no desire to seek out a Barbara type healer. I wouldn’t mind meeting someone with such inner sight and they could tell me where such blocks are and what problems I might have in my system, but I wouldn’t want them to try and heal me. And reading her book years ago would have made me so envious of her and those other people who can see into those levels and go astral traveling and all that, but now I have no desire to. I would love to talk with people that do it, and ask them questions relevant to my Healing and see what they said compared to their reincarnation beliefs if they have them, but I’ve no desire to even be a healer like that, even to help others who are not wanting to do their Healing, even if that is to help them further their denial. I enjoyed my healing days before Marion, and I can see my angels or guides did lots of things in people’s auras along the lines of what Barbara talks about, however as they never told me what they were doing and I couldn’t see anything, so it all got a bit boring. I’ve written this before - I remember giving a demonstration on one girl who’d been in a severe car accident some years before, and I thought I’d just demonstrate the hand on healing with her for a little while as she willingly volunteered as a patient, but the ‘healing’ when on and on for hours, everyone had to leave whilst I carried on waiting for my hands to disengage. And I couldn’t talk to her, she lying quietly whilst whatever was happening to her in our aura was happening, so it got very boring, I couldn’t keep Barbara’s unconditional love up, I wished I had a book dangling from the ceiling I could have read whilst my hands did whatever they were doing. I loved all those energy feelings though, and feeling connected beyond the physical, but none of it appeals to me anymore. However I wouldn’t mind working with healers, they can do it all and I could possibly help them in the bigger picture side of things and with their Healing, that is if such healers are necessary and would ever come my way - will they Nanna Beth?
Nanna Beth: They will, and for the reasons you feel. They will need your help in providing the truth necessary to be the foundation for their healing abilities. And they will need to discuss such things, as in: is it necessary to heal in that way, and who would you work on and why. All things that came up for you whilst you were writing the Sage books.
James: The main part with Barbara’s work that I’m curious about, she might not have mentioned it in the book for some reason, is, if past lives are real as she maintains, and if everyone is forever connected as she also says, then why doesn’t she see and talk about cords connecting her past lives, and why can’t see work on those cords affecting healing all the way back through all the lives, thereby ending the cycles of rebirth and all the problems all these lives have in common and are united by? And should she be able to do that, then surely there’d be no need to be connected to such past lives, and how does all that work? And her business of she being the incarnation of her guide who is the oversoul of her? And what about the soul, she says nothing about it; and what was that business about holding a piece of someone’s soul during a healing she performed on them - a piece of their soul that they had lost? Too many wacky things for me Nanna Beth!
Nanna Beth: Don’t concern yourself with them James. They are all just fantasy projections by the spirits she was working with. They are all very low in their mind and truth development, yet pretend to be higher and something they are not - advanced guides.
James: I couldn’t bear anything her guide said, I just skimmed all of that nonsense.
Nanna Beth: Exactly, for it’s just rolling around in the mind, and not even a higher mind at that.
James: Yes, well it would have all sounded very appealing to me years ago. Like people being able to manipulate their energy system in martial arts for example, seeing how they affect a blow to someone without even touching them, it being delivered on the subtle levels and then exploding into the physical. I used to find that all very impressive... still do actually, but just as a thing to see and understand, but so what, it doesn’t help you grow in truth. It would be good to watch on a video for five minutes but that’s about all. Like what she observed with the faith healers, it’s all incredible what they can do, but it’s not for me. Not anymore. And reading her book as she touches on it all, has helped me understand where she and people like her are coming from and how damaging it is without their knowing it. Thank you Nanna Beth, I’m going to have rest now.
Nanna Beth: You’re welcome James, speak to you soon - bye now.
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