Hi Samantha. I listened to audio. It was very good. And brought out many feelings. I felt like a child listening to it. What really fascinated me was her knowledge of numbers. I wish there was more on it because it was very intriguing. And she shows valdmir how to write the book was intriguing as well. Knowing about the city without having to live there was fascinating. Her way with nature was her being in the perfect state. Wow. I enjoyed it.
I know Wesley, her connection to nature is how I imagine us to be once perfected our natural love state. The books are on Amazon and an incredible read and knowing she is living it right now as close to nature as she can be and nature working with her, a pure union. In the first Book Valdamir gets angry and aggressive with her and she tells him to stay perfectly still because nature draws close to protect her and to keep him away from her, the animals wont let him near her until he calms down, it is an incredible read and I am going to read the first book again to remind me of the magic I felt the first time round. A beautiful connection. There are now communities grouping up in the Siberian forests that are living the way that Anastasia suggests and children are teaching each other in schools that the children have built and they are passing A level standard at 10 years old, have a look at the Ringing Cedars web site, all the info is on there. Anastasia has all the gifts we all can have once in union with perfected self, it amazes me that in all of that extreme cold she can live naked, free from feeling the cold as we do because of her perfected soul condition being without the injuries that need to be triggered by feeling the cold, so she doesn't feel it. I am glad you enjoyed it Wesley.
I’ve again read The Ringing Cedars website which has given rise to some thoughts and feelings I’d like to share.
I do love the fact that all Anastasia says and how she lives is so different and more closer to nature then our horrible Western way of living. And the freedom of the children at the school - WITH NO INTERFERING PARENTS OR ADULTS, is very refreshing, reminding me of some of what A.S. Neill of Summerhill experienced by lovingly appreciating children so as to provide a freedom of will to grow up through natural self-discovery.
Immediately when I read such things I feel envious of these children, I wish I could have grown up free to explore myself through nature and with other children, without any of the control I was subjected to. But then having felt these feelings and all my anger and resentment again, I also felt a new awareness and appreciation for actually growing up completely controlled, and healing my way out of such control whilst still surrounded by it. And that this is a rare experience to have. And that in time as children are born to more prefect parents who are doing or have healed themselves, they will not be able to experience the full depths and impact of evilness as we can now.
So I felt better about still having to be subjected to our horrible way of living, and not being free to go and live on a commune somewhere where people are striving to live closer to nature and their true inner selves, ideally a place where everyone is working on trying to heal themselves of their wrongness through their feelings. And as much as I yearn to live in such a place, wishing I could make it happen or that somehow it was happening and I could move there, then I felt, no, I want to do all my healing ‘blind’, all caught up and fully immersed in the wrongness and without any help from alternative ways of living. I want to show myself that with ONLY my feelings I can live true to myself, that even in complete darkness I can look to my feelings to lead me into the light, and that it’s all to do with my soul and nothing to do with trying to use my mind to control anything.
Anastasia says we should be able to have complete mind control, so able to control ourselves inside and out and even affect other people psychically and so on, however even though we might be able to do such things were we freer in our minds, still I don’t want to live this way, having to use my mind to ritualise life; even such things as how and when to plant seeds, all so those seeds can supposedly pick up the needs of the person who is planting them, all to help that person with their physical health. I want to plant the seeds how I feel to, and sure, listen to the experiences of others, but not follow some formula or ritual, but to do it myself through my feelings in my deepening personal relationship with nature that is changing every day through my healing.
I feel increasingly that I am becoming more like a free child, determined to do things for myself as I feel to, and without any of the adult control from any mind level, and seeing what happens myself. Of course should I be a child growing up with truly loving parents I would aspire to be as they are, but all this business of being an adult and trying to parent a child more freely as she says in the books, is still for me all too mind controlling... just do this instead of that, be this sort of parent instead of that sort. I can only think of being a parent who has fully healed themselves, then they’d only need to keep expressing all they feel and the child would respond naturally freely expressing all it felt, and all the rest would take care of itself.
So for me as much as it’s a breath of fresh air reading what she says, still it’s all too much of the mind, which is fine if ones wants to go down that road; but for myself, it now gives me a headache trying to ‘get my mind around it’. I feel less and less do I know anything. I hardly think about things like I used to, and I’m increasingly enjoying just responding to my feelings even if I that means forgetting all that’s in my mind as soon as I understand it, yet knowing that should I need such information, it’s still all on hand within me somewhere. I’m giving up my controlling mind more so every day, and although I feel very odd not having it there as part of my security, still I am feeling much better within myself not being burdened by having to keep my mind refreshed and up to date. I was saying to Marion this morning that I realised I had to have all that’s in my mind, for example, all I understand about the spiritual stuff, continually being refreshed in my mind, so always having to think about it, because I was afraid that if I stopped thinking about it, the information and understanding would be taken from me. I had to have all my things with me and know where they were when I was young, because if I didn’t, mum would move them, give them to Nicholas, throw them away without my asking; and as I grew older with all that was in my mind becoming my ‘things’, so I wasn’t going to let her do that to them as well. I was going to hang onto all my thoughts no matter what. But now I no longer need to, now I can let go and feel instead of think.
And then I come back to wanting to get on evolving my soul as much as I can, it being the only thing I want to do in life. I don’t want to be able to live well in a natural love state, healthy and even extending my life on Earth, all by using my mind to control every aspect of myself. I want to move on ‘above’ the physical, still be right in it whilst I’m here and able to relate to it and communicate and express all I feel, but move on in truth, fully healing myself and becoming a Celestial in flesh, fully healed and full of Divine Love. So I want my soul to take care of everything, as it’s programmed to do, and I want to move along with it in answer to my feelings, all so I can be truly happy and full of soul-inspired love. And not mind love, as I see that is how it is in the mansion worlds, and from the little I’ve read about what Anastasia says, is how she says we can and should be.
And having written this, still I prefer all Anastasia says a million times more than the world I live in, and wish I was living in her world, longing for Divine Love, and doing my healing.
I agree with all you have said James, I just looked over the second book, it went more into how she has attained her level of being and it occurred to me that it is very much based on the mind and mastering control over everything and she does speak about the soul and the emotions that need healing but yet again all through the minds control, to take yourself back to a time when you felt such happiness and feel the way you felt then, to do this whenever you feel bad, this taking you further into your denial to replase a bad feeling with a good one, using the mind to control how you feel but not healing anything because that bad feeling still being trapped inside of you. Another thing that struck me is that she and the others like her that live in the Teiga Siberian forests amongst the Ringing Cedars believe that they contain Cosmic energy and once they get to a certain age the store so much Cosmic Energy that they ring and emit this cosmic energy and they cant move into the city or anywhere else because they need the power from the Trees, so being controlled by the Trees and needing them to survive which I then thought they are still needing to be controlled by something, like parenting, believing with our mind that has been so controlled that we cannot survive with out them, that being how they want us to feel, that without them we cant survive. I felt they were all prisoners. I also wondered how Anastasia dealt with the death of her parents and not knowing them and being brought up by her grandfather and great Grandfather, I have read nothing to say how she felt about this and how she healed herself of this pain but then again there are 8 books in the series.
The way she lives with nature is beautiful in itself, such a connection and a relationship so pure with all things but I know that God wants a relationship with our souls not our minds, Soul to Soul and that is my journey and my relationship is between my soul and Gods soul so purifying my soul is my only way to ascend to be like my Mother and Father and perfecting my Mind Mastery will never get me to the destiny of my soul, to be with them. I loved reading the books that I read of the series, to read how it is possible to live a closer life to nature and have such a pure relationship but by healing all of my soul through the healing of my feelings I can heal in such a thorough way, every part of me at the deepest soul level.
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