Circuits
Sept 24, 2014 22:08:24 GMT 10
Post by James on Sept 24, 2014 22:08:24 GMT 10
Circuits
Saturday, 20 September 2014
Hello Zelmar?
Yes, hello James, I am here.
How are you, we’ve not spoken for quite some time.
I’ve very well thank you, never been better - always very well. And how can I help you?
I’ve been having thoughts about the actual dynamics of our subtle systems and how they work, and thought I’d like to ask you a few questions if I may.
Please do, and anytime. It’s always a pleasure to speak with you James. You’ve come a long way since we last spoke so it will be good for me to actively ‘tune into you’ and participate with you in your current light and truth.
Does it disturb you, the energy of me still being evil?
No, not me personally, however I am very aware of it. There is what you might describe as a darkness, a sadness about you still, however much less than there used to be. I can sense all your current feelings, we over here can always sense them being attuned to as you we are, but it’s good to also feel the awakening light within you.
This morning after talking with Marion about my dreams and what’s happened to me concerning getting on well with other people of late, I suddenly started to feel really good because I knew I no longer feared dad. I knew I’d dealt with all of my fear to do with him. And I’d love to feel this way about mum as well.
It’s coming James, as the Mother and Father have told you, your circuits are changing into the positive, this being what you want to speak with me about today.
Yes, generally more about these circuits and how do they change.
I will briefly explain it to you.
The human form, including your spirit existence, is designed to exist, should it be required by your soul, in a positive or negative state of will, as we’ve explained to you before.
So you can live perfectly true, or perfectly untrue. And if you go the way of untruth, error and sin, being what you call evil, then your system adjusts, and indeed forms this way. So being conceived into an unloving negative and evil state, so your whole being expresses this environment in which it has developed.
And this means, from the smallest level, let’s call it the micro level, to the largest macro level, the circuits of light that constitute your subtle systems of will expression, your emotional/feeling, believing/thinking and psychic systems that combine the two, are all functioning in the negative. And this means, light within them flows counter to the way it would flow if you were positive willed. And by negative will I mean, you are willing yourself into oblivion, using your will to eventually take yourself into annihilation, so willing yourself into ultimate untruth, so ultimate unlove. So to feel as bad as you possibly can about yourself, nature, life and God, and to think and believe the worst you can about yourself, nature, life and God, and then to feel as demented, crazy and mad as being this anti-self way makes you feel.
Yes, I can certainly relate to that. Okay, so when you say micro to macro are you likening our subtle systems to our physical body, it having micro cells to macro structures composed of the micro?
Yes. The physical body, and it’s the same for your spirit body, has ‘light systems’ of the micro to the macro. Your physicalness is really only light, just another expression of light, that same light being expressed in a different way in your spirit body. So although you feel and relate to your body as being something of hard reality and of concrete flesh and blood form, still it’s only light being manifest to certain frequencies that allow such material form to take place and do all it does.
So our spirit bodies are the same as our physical but just not with physical organs and blood and so on.
Yes. They are just as intricate, and even more so as they are more refined than the denser physical, and become even more refined and more intricate as you ascend growing in truth and light, but still are just as real, solid, ‘corporeal’ as the physical body.
Could we cut our spirit arm off, for example?
In theory you could, however in reality you can’t, as it would instantly ‘reform’. So there would be nothing gained trying to do so. However many in the lower mansion worlds try, and even have fun pretending they have achieved such things, only to magically watch their arm reappear. They use their minds to delay the reappearance for dramatic affect. Which is quite amusing when you’ve never seen or suspected such a thing could be possible.
So from your side of things, it would be just as easy to manifest a new physical arm for someone who has lost one should ones soul require it.
Yes. It’s just knowing how to work with and so manipulate the various frequencies of light involved. And we of such higher levels are well educated in such things, those of our kind always doing our own investigative studies into better understanding the workings of Creational Light and how it’s affected by Soul Light.
So getting back to these circuits, how do they work when we are in the negative?
You could liken them to this: with a positive will, your blood - light - would flow one way, with a negative will the other or opposite way. That’s about as crudely as I can put it. So as an example, let’s take one mind circuit that is part of your mental subtle body James, and correspondingly would relate to the side of your chest in your physical system.
So you mean if could look into the subtle levels and see my subtle mental body it would have a physical form but would be composed of mind circuits instead of arteries, veins, muscles and bones and so on.
Yes. And more, as that’s all ‘nestled’ in what you collectively call your aura. So part of your mental structure from the micro circuits to the macro would mirror your physical and then there is still more that would ‘fill out’ that part of your spiritual light system or aura as you call it.
So continuing with our example, let’s say this belief is a circuit formed through your early childhood that says: Snakes are bad, that being on the micro level. Then as you move outwards towards the macro, you add circuits gained by experiences of snakes you’ve had, all which add up to them being believed by you to be bad. So such things as you being told (not a personal direct experience of finding out such truth for yourself with a snake, but an indirect one from someone else): you don’t want to go near them, they are poisonous, they are dangerous, they are nasty, they are deadly, they are evil, they are the serpent of the Bible that spells doom; dad nearly got bitten by one when he was a boy and might have died, they are to be killed when seen, they are to be left alone, run away from them quickly, don’t touch them, always look where you tread when in the bush; look at that beady eye, that forked tongue which is bad, people with forked tongues are bad; watch out for them, there are some harmless snakes, some don’t bite, some you can even keep as pets, they are good in that they eat rats and mice which are bad, they are part of nature that is good; they come into the house and scare everyone to death and you have to get them out, you can’t have snakes living in the house with you, they might bite you; but then we had a green tree python living curled up above the shower who ate the tree frogs at night that came into the bathroom; some snake parts can heal you, their skins can be used, they are... and on and on it goes, all of which makes for a very involved and intricate pattern of belief, all of which makes you behave in a certain way. So it becomes how you live, this being your relationship with snakes, this being part of your truth (or in your case, untruth, as none of it truly relates to snakes through your own direct experience with snakes, and so all of that you’ll have to bring to light and heal), your truth being what you live, the truth of yourself. But as it’s all based and founded on snakes overall being bad, so it’s all unloving, which is right, because it’s untruth, it’s a negative circuit - or collection of negative circuits. If it was based on truth with such circuits developed from a positive will, so from positive loving experiences of being with snakes or from other peoples loving experiences of them, so your basic belief would be snakes are good, and you’d feel it, all through you, it being the truth you lived, so you’d not be afraid of them. And all their so-called negative qualities would be seen in a good, positive and loving light, so wouldn’t be negative as in how you relate to the negative. They’d not be feared, you’d not feel overpowered by them, you’d not be scared of snakes, even though they might be poisonous.
And so, as has happened and is still happening for me, all my negative beliefs and circuits about snakes are slowly being brought to light, all my bad feelings about them being expressed, the truth longed for and revealed as to why I feel bad about snakes. And then slowly I am being healed, my circuits becoming positive as I no longer fear snakes as I did, loving them as I’m increasingly loving all nature.
As you’re increasingly loving yourself James. Because it’s not actually about the snake itself, it’s all about yourself. How you relate to the snake is how you relate to yourself; you fear it, you fear yourself; you don’t love it being afraid of it, you don’t love yourself being made to be afraid of yourself - of your own thoughts and feelings. So as you are dealing with your relationship with snakes on the personal and impersonal levels, so really are dealing with these aspects of yourself that snakes represent. So when you fully love yourself so you will fully love snakes, as you will also fully love everything that is of Creation.
Zelmar I have a picture in my mind, presumably coming from you, that my overall circuit about snakes has been negative, but within that there is also some positive, such as that they are good as they help keep the rat and mice populations under control.
Yes, from the micro up to the macro there are many levels some of which are negative so reinforcing the negative position of snakes within you, some ‘positive’ however they are not truly positive as they will be when all your circuits and will that drives them is positive, so they are what you might call ‘pseudo positive’. So when you focus on them, you might feel good and even loving feelings toward snakes, just as you might feel about yourself or other people, but as it’s all still within an overall negative will regime, these are not truly loving or truly good feelings. So you call them a somewhat more positive negative circuit.
And so all that then causes ambiguous feelings about snakes in myself.
And about yourself too James - do you love yourself or don’t you? You feel some good feelings and have some good thoughts about yourself, then you have others that are not good. What is right, why is it all so confusing, what’s really going on in me? Am I loving or aren’t I? And when you get worked by your soul into each circuit then you relate to it, so might feel you do ‘love’ yourself, albeit within negative love or no love. But then when you’re in a fully negative circuit, you know you don’t love yourself, you even hate and despise yourself. And through your healing you are worked around all over the place feeling all sorts of different aspects of yourself, all so you can bring all that you are to light, all that is not right within and on all levels.
So is there a systematic procedure that our healing follows? There must be, but I can’t grasp it.
There is. You will in time be able to soul-perceive it, but it won’t be until you are completely healed and in spirit that your mind will be able to fully grasp and see how it all happens. It’s too complex to understand with a physical mind, you need your spirit mind that is not as limited as your physical based one. Your spirit mind only being limited by the level of truth and so feeling advancement you are living.
So Zelmar, as we heal our circuits the light flows the right way in them?
Yes, because your will is then orientated in the positive concerning that specific circuit.
Yes I see what you’re saying, so our will in fact governs all the active functional parts of us. It being far more pervasive than I have given it credit for.
That’s right James, little has been revealed about the will on Earth, or for that matter in the mansion worlds. The will is of itself an enormous part of you. It’s more than just your ‘will’. It has a real structure like your real and subtle bodies, however it is all infinitely more refined. You’d need very strongly developed spiritual sight to even begin to see it, so it’s only through your soul-perceptions will you be able to perceive it and its function. Our angelic friends of the higher ranks can see it as the real functioning part of us that it is, but even for us Melchizedeks we need to rely on their vision to gain some picture for our minds to understand, we can’t see the will level directly either. The will level is the closest part of us to our soul, or to the soul level, so it’s the least tangible for us, but in fact it is far more real and tangible then the physical or spirit bodies are. It goes the other way, the soul is the most real part of you, then your will, then your spirit and subtle bodies and all that connects them to each other, and lastly your physical body; however as you’re starting out focused in the physical reality, it seems like flesh and blood is the most real and your soul something you can hardly perceive. But your soul will always be, whereas your physical is only in existence or a very short moment.
Yes, I understand that, but I’ve not given the will as I said, that much credit. I mean, from what you’ve told me previously and all I can perceive about it myself, I understand its importance, only in my mind my picture of it is rather small.
Okay James so let’s do something about that. Imagine the sun and all its power is your will. And the sun and its power and light is shining out and affecting all that is under its influence, so all of your body that is the Earth. And so the sun is massive as is your will, whereas comparatively, Earth, your body, is very small.
All right Zelmar, that certain has increased my size-perception of the will. And so using this sun analogy, how I relate to the sun as being this incredible ball of volatile gas all swirling around as one huge furnace, and the Earth is colder, harder, more dense (not the core of it, but the parts I relate to and live with), is like how I view my will and the body. My will is this nebulous part of me, but something that is actually very strong, whereas my body is more solid and real, but can only act or is only driven by my will, it not having a will of its own.
Your body is merely an expression of your will acting upon Creation all being driven by your soul. Your soul is really the greater Source and Power, it is all that you are, with even your will being only one attribute of your soul. But still all your souls light moves first through your will, so literally empowers your will, so enabling your will to ‘create’ you in Creation, including your body. So your will sustains your body, all the levels of you, all being driven by your soul and its inherent soul-pattern.
Your will James does have its own very distinct form, just like your bodies do. It doesn’t as such take on or reflect a human form as such, but nonetheless it has a very distinct form.
Can you give me some sort of picture of what it looks like Zelmar?
You have seen those science fiction pictures of a matrix, a vast ongoing, seemingly endless complex of light circuits, well that you can liken to being what your will might be perceived like if you were within it; then looking at it from the outside, all I can say is it would look like one shimmering shaft of solid light that runs up the core of your being, that all your main chakras come out from.
And how big a shaft would it be?
Looking at it from your limited perspective of the physical, about as thin as a pencil, perhaps a golden/silver light running the length of you, from above your head to below your feet, about which flows out your aura. If you were able to look more closely at it, you’d see it like a huge river of light flowing within you, with many currents swirling in all directions. And the light would be so dazzling, so blinding that you’d briefly be able to glimpse it as brilliant white light. And it would be strong, by which I mean, it is relatively easy to break your physical body, break a bone, but to ‘break’ your will if it could be done, would be like you James trying to break a thick iron rod with your own hands, it being impossible to do. And why I used the work ‘break’ is to illustrate that you can’t have your will broken, it wouldn’t break, there is nothing to break, it is always your rock solid will. But what is meant by having your ‘will broken’ is that your will is too heavily focused on manifesting your negative unloving state, making you feel overall that you are will-less, powerless - of broken will. But in fact your will is still as mighty and strong as always, only it’s mightily manifesting your powerless broken state of will, mind and feelings. But it takes all your will to manifest your negative state just as it takes to manifest your positive, so part of the wrestle and fight you have within you when you do your healing is the battle with your will, which you can’t win. You can’t use your mind like some people and mind spirits believe they can do to change you will, it’s impossible. So all you can do is submit to all the bad or ‘negative’ feelings your negative will state is manifesting, allowing yourself to BE them, as that’s how and what you are; and then long to uncover and understand the truth of them - of why you are this way. And as you bring to light such truth, then you come to understand the nature of your will and how it’s affecting you, and then you can desire and long to change that. And as you liberate all your repressed feelings, so the truth of them comes to light and that is the changing of your will state, that is your actual healing. For when you see the truth, when all that is preventing you from seeing it comes up within you and you understand, then your will is forever changed in that moment, your circuits then changing to reflect that new will condition. But your circuits changing can take time, often requiring positive life experience to reinforce them and bring them into being, so good things will happen to you whilst you feel so bad doing your healing, and in time as you progress so your will increasingly manifests you in a positive state. And that is why James you say overall you feel increasingly better about yourself as you progress in your healing, this being reflective of your will becoming more positively orientated, and even though you still feel very bad about yourself, as you are focused in these still negative parts of yourself.
Zelmar, thank you very much for speaking with me about all of this. I need a break now, and if I feel like continuing I’ll come back to you, possibly in the coming days.
Any time James, Zelmarnia and myself are always on hand, we’ve been asked to be of any assistance we can for you. So any time and anything you want to speak with us about, please feel free to just call - think and long your request to us and we’ll respond.
I’m used to speaking with you Zelmar, I forget about Zelmarnia. Zelmarnia, I hope you don’t feel missed out.
Not at all James, I understand, you resonate more with Zelmar in all the technical side of things anyway. Perhaps as an experience for you, should you wish to speak about such things again, you will ask me and see how you feel about my speaking with you about such subjects.
Yes I will, thank you. I have to go now, lunch time and my fingers need a rest. Thank you both.
All right Zelmarnia, I’ve had lunch and feel like writing some more. I don’t have anything specifically that I’d like to speak with you about, so how about we carry on from where Zelmar and I finished.
What I would like to do James is tell you some more about the circuits you were asking Zelmar about, so as to show you that we ‘women’ Melchizedeks are just as knowledgeable as the ‘men’.
You don’t relate to each other as men and women spirits?
No, just spirits, we have a word that denotes ‘sex’ as in the different vibration of light of what you’d call the male and female, however I can’t write the word as I can’t express our universal spirit language in English. It would me meaningless to you. When you come over you’ll awaken this universal language within you, it will come easily to you as you will by then have finished your healing, and as you will see there is an enormous range of vocabulary that defines many levels of reality. Each sphere in the Celestials has what you might call its own subtext or subversion of the language but it all constitutes part of the whole, all of which people as spirits will become proficient in before they leave Nebadon. However James, for the sake of convenience, we will go along with you referring to ourselves as men and women spirits.
Now about the circuits that I want to tell you about. Each actual circuit is called a circuit because it does involve a circuit of light. In as much as there is a beginning, middle and end of the circuit. And light as Zelamar said can pass through such circuit either way. You might like to imagine them as something similar to your optic fibre cables, a cable that holds within it many other lesser cables which hold even lesser cables, seven levels in all. And for a circuit to function properly, or truly, each level has to run its light the same way. Any disruption to this will mean disfunction in the immediate subcircuit and all it’s related to, as well as in the overall primary circuit. And then these primaries are from the micro to the macro level, the micro level being infinitely smaller than what you perceive the micro in the physical.
Each circuit has valves within it which allow the right amount of light to pass through it, so there can’t be too much light or too little, it is all highly regulated and perfect. So a circuit of light, be it a mental, emotional, psychic or spiritual one is always operational, they can’t not be, and always work perfectly, only being negative or positive.
So we can’t have some part of us that is non-fuctional?
No, all of you is always functioning in Creation, that’s what being in Creation is, you are ‘alive’. And it’s the same on the physical, light continuously sustains you on all levels even when you are sick and dying. When you die, higher spiritual light, will-light and soul-light ceases to come into your physical cells and they die. And when more cells die than are ‘reborn’ then you cease to be in the physical. When your times comes to ‘leave your mortal coil’ the plug is literally pulled on you and that is the end of your physical body circuit, your body being on a super-macro level, one whole circuit itself.
When you have a belief, which will be connected directly to emotional behaviour and feelings, that is wrong, so negative, light following through your circuits will be in the ‘negative way’; or, going in the wrong direction, however it will still be flowing just as much as it will do when the circuit is healed and is positive. But what happens as you grow in your negative love and truth denying state of will is a natural friction or resistance develops to the improper functioning of all your negative circuits. And this friction, it also being light, collects in your subtle body etheric systems, those systems that link your subtle bodies and link them with your spiritual and physical bodies, causing the etheric goo that you’ve felt and been told about by spirits that one can see building up in ones aura. And this goo not so much blocks the natural flow of light through the circuits but exerts a force on them which can cause real damage to a circuit or a group of them or a nodal intersection of them - chakra. And such damage you have read about James, as in the ‘wheels’ of a chakra becoming detached or uprooted, and circuits becoming deformed and so themselves exerting other damaging pressure on chakras or other circuits. All of which adds up to the seer looking at ones aura and being able to see all the gunk sitting there like thick slime unable to move, one feeling all gummed up with emotion, fear, pain, and seeing actual damage in the subtle body systems.
So Zelmarnia, when I used to do those hands-on-healings during the meditations I held, I felt a lot of the light that was passing through me was clearing away suck gunk as you call it, was that what was happening?
Yes James. For the most part there was actually very little you could do for another person. If that person is not wanting to grow in truth and is still wishing to remain as they are, at best all you can do is clear away some of that unwanted residual energy that is clogging up ones etheric system. This only then alleviates the inner stress, but in time if nothing further is done, it will build back up within the individual. This is also what happens to a lot of people who regularly pray or meditate asking for spiritual help and healing. That help and healing can be readily given, either by spirits attending them or sometimes by their angels, but mostly it’s nothing more than just a ‘cleaning’ or clearing away of such unwanted energy. So you have to keep up the prayers or meditations to keep clearing it away. For those people who regularly sit in prayer for the Divine Love such a clearing happens as part of ones intention to pray and receive the Love, ones attending spirits will lovingly perform it even if it’s not asked for, which is why a lot of people feel better and ‘clearer’ after they’ve had their prayer or meditation. But it’s not progressive healing, it’s not using your feelings to go deeper into yourself to uncover the truth and reasons why you feel bad; why you are not happy and feeling truly loved, why your circuits are functioning in the wrong way. That is real healing and something entirely different as it is all about and tied up with your souls advancement of truth. People who long for the Divine Love, sit in prayer and meditation, do their mantras and visualisations, sit at peace for all their life, may feel they are doing some good for themselves, but they are not advancing their soul in truth. That sort of thing only involves their minds and the ongoing clearing away of residual energy, which of itself can become a habit and compulsion just becoming yet more of their behavioural negative system.
What about those people who say they do ‘emotional clearing’, which often does release some emotional blocks and shed insight into their problems, even their childhood ones?
Some of that work is true, some does actually involve dealing with negative circuits through feelings, addressing such negative behaviour that comes to light, but mostly it’s just moving things around on a mental level within ones negative state, so making adjustments to ones negative circuits. One can unblock a major block having a strong cathartic release, which in turn and affect the whole of ones aura, affecting one on all levels, but mostly it’s still within a desire, albeit usually an unconscious one, to maintain ones negative state, so it’s effectively just shuffling the deck a bit and things will settle into a new orientation mostly taking one then further into ones negative state because of then believing you are doing good for yourself when in fact you are only furthering your evilness. Unless you are specifically longing for the truth of your evilness and submitting to all your bad feelings, you will not be advancing in truth, only moving around within your negative state; and more often than not, opening up new ways for you to progress further in it all whilst your self-deception and delusion grows that you are doing something loving for yourself and advancing yourself spiritually. You are advancing, but moving further away from your soul and closer to your extinction, whilst all the while in your negative world you’d be feeling so much better and more in command of yourself and life, able to make life suit you all by using your mind. When you submit to growing your soul in truth through your feelings you give up wanting to make life be how you think it should be, and instead come to relish the life your soul and the Mother and Father give you, it all being given to you through your true feelings and with no element of your controlling mind in it.
So going back to my hands-on-healing, could I actually have done any healing - did I heal anyone or help them in any way on a true healing level?
No. However you did greatly help them James. They wanted your help in this negative way, and so they got what they asked for. It might not have been what they would have wanted were they truly aware of what they were getting, however they were not wanting to be truly aware.
No one was doing their soul-healing back then, I didn’t know about it.
That’s right, and all those people who came to your Divine Love meditation groups were sincerely wanting the Divine Love, and were sincerely wanting it and God to heal them, but they weren’t sincerely longing for the truth and looking to their feelings for it. That truth was unknown to you as you say at that time. So they were all still, yourself included at that time, wanting to actually use the Divine Love and God to further advance their negative states, which they did.
Yes, I understand that now.
True healing can only be done by the individual themselves. Being a true healer, means really that you are a true facilitator, which means you are merely encouraging the person or spirit to live true to their feelings, so helping them to fully accept and acknowledge and realise their bad feelings; helping them express them, which can simply mean being there and willingly listening to them express all their pain, and encouraging them should they need it, to long for the truth. There is nothing you can do such as ‘reaching’ into their aura in some way and fixing that which is wrong within their circuits and chakra systems. True healing of a negative truth-denying state comes when you become truth-liberating, and all from your feelings. All the rest of what you call healing is merely helping the person or spirit to further their negative state, so it’s not what you believe or think it is. It’s all a fantasy that you are healing and helping yourself or another person doing anything that is still feeling denying and doesn’t involve longing for the truth and looking to your feelings to lead the way to it within yourself.
So say someone was able to perform miracles...
They’d only be helping who they ‘healed’ in that moment to further their negative state. They’d feel relieved of their pain and burden of suffering, but still being of their negative state would then carry on happily in life moving further down their road of evilness. You can’t heal one of their negative state. Our Mother and Father don’t allow that. Not even Jesus or Mary can do that, nor would they want to. You can only heal it yourself and with your Heavenly Parents - with or without Their Divine Love. The state of being evil is your state of being perfectly imperfect and no one is going to interfere with that. It would be interfering with the core being that you are, saying for example James, that you can’t be a man, that is wrong for you, I will heal you and make you into a woman, and forevermore you are all woman. It doesn’t work like that. No one else can decide what is best for you, even if you are supposedly ‘putting it in the hands of God’. But if one is not truly looking to heal their evilness then God will simply advance you to the next state of your evilness which might involve a miraculous healing carried out by your attending angels or higher spirits directly themselves or working through a ‘healer’.
However that is not to say that should you finish your healing and feel moved to miraculously heal someone that you shouldn’t act on such feelings because you understand that is only going to take that person further into their negative state, because that might be what you are to do, what help you are to give, to clear the current obstacles blocking that person from becoming eviler. And you do this to each other all day long anyway. How you interact with each other is all conditioned by your state of will. So if you are of a negative state, and by the degree of that state, so in every interaction you have with others you are helping them move deeper into their evilness. But if you are true and healed and so no longer evil, then with every interaction, should the other person or spirit be wanting to grow in truth through their feelings, you will help them with that; or should they want to further advance their evilness, so you will help them with that, although not by actively doing it, but passively. And by that I mean, you won’t be negatively interfering with them, so won’t be accruing ‘karma’ for yourself, but how they will interact and relate to you will help them further their own evilness, such as shying away from you not wanting to accept the truth you are, or trying to make you be as evil and wrong as they are, accusing you of being bad and not being like themselves. If you are already negative and so negatively affecting all you interact with, then you naturally accrue ‘karma’ which you will compensate for through your healing by feeling the pain you felt within yourself that you projected onto them by making them feel. And if you are both of a positive will, then no such wrongness will occur between you, so nothing will need to be compensated for. And going around doing ‘good works’ by being able to carry out miraculous healings were you ‘empowered’ to do so, would not mean you are lessening your own karmic burden or taking the karma of others upon yourself, which some people and mind spirits believe can be done. If you are of a negative will state, you’d simply be adding to the negative or karmic burden of yourself and those involved with you.
And James, you might like to bear in mind a Great Healer might come to the world able to work all sorts of miracles, yet if he or she is of a negative state then it will only be to further his and all involved with him or her in their negative state. Or if he or she is of a positive state, then he or she would be helping those who are longing to live true to their feelings to do so more; and helping those who are still wanting to remain and even advance their negative mind controlling state, to do so. And either way, all might happen, everything is possible. And that person if they were truly of a positive will would understand that it was what God wanted, even if he or she were helping people and spirits move further into their evilness. They would remain impartial happy to carry on living true to themselves and doing all their soul is moving them to do knowing it was all the Mother and Father wanted them to do.
Yes I understand what you’re saying, I feel I’m slowly getting to that point myself, not being able to do miraculous healings, but simply accepting that it’s not for me to always try and help turn people ‘toward the light’, at least help them in the direction that I think is to do ones true healing. I’ve given up even thinking about the spiritual truths when with other people, say at the Bush Bank, just saying whatever I feel and not trying to go one way or the other. And if I happen to help someone move further along in their negative state, so be it; and if I happen to help them go the other way, so be it, and that really it doesn’t matter anymore to me, as it’s nothing to do with me, none of my business. I just want to be true to myself.
So Zelmarnia, what about if someone was doing their healing and found they could do miracle healings, how would that affect their remaining negative condition and ‘karma’ as you say?
It would depend on their level of truth James, for the part they were true it wouldn’t accrue any more karma, for the part they were untrue, it would. And all the way along they would be striving to uncover the truth of their feelings, so any bad feelings that doing such healings brought up in them.
There might be a temptation if one had such healing power to undertake such healings using ones own mind to determine who should receive such a healing.
Yes, I would imagine there would be, all of which would be for that person part of what they’d have to go through and uncover the truth of. For someone who is fully healed or of a higher level in their healing and who understands that it’s not for them to decide who is to be healed and to what extent, that it has nothing to do with them but is all up to God, then they would not apply their mind trying to assess such situations. And just because someone might be in a shocking state, and even though ones heart might go out to them wishing they didn’t have to suffer so much, still it’s not for any of us to interfere, we don’t know what is right for them, we don’t know what God wants for them, so all we can do is stay true to our feelings doing and saying what our feelings lead us to do. And in your case on Earth as it is with us in spirit, should we feel moved to carry out such healing, so we will, understanding that it is what our Mother and Father desire through us, all through and with our feelings and without any mind control in it. But that’s easy for us as we are true, but infinitely more difficult for you who are immersed in your negative states; because whilst of them, you’re not fully aware of all the ways your mind is seeking control, and so you won’t be aware of how you are inadvertently affecting all involved, even if you aren’t meaning to. But still, as I said, that doesn’t mean that just because you might understand what I am saying you resist such feelings to carry out any healings of other people or spirits, because whilst you are on your way in truth growing through your healing, so you must act out and express all you feel whether or not you actually do a healing. And it might be that you do carry out such healing; it might be that you feel to but upon speaking about all your motives as to why you want to do it, as you uncover the truth by expressing all your feelings that are involved, that you speak the need to do the healing out of you so to speak and don’t actually do it.
I see what you’re saying, that it might actually be good in the greater scheme of things for someone to receive a healing so as to advance their negative state.
That’s right, because it’s currently good, right and true for you all to be in your negative states; God has seen to that, and the Mother and Father are all helping you move along in them; and the whole of Nebadon is supportive of Mary and Jesus and the Mother and Father in this whilst they so desire such rebellion to exist, so the same applies to you on Earth. You have all been so heavily programmed to see evil as bad and it must be identified and eradicated the moment it’s come out of its dark hiding place. And although technically evil is bad as in being anti truth and love, still it’s valuable in its own right, it has a place in Creation, even if it’s only for a relatively short time; because if it weren’t valuable, it wouldn’t exist. So it’s for us to see what value there is in darkness, and we are being shown that more each day the further the Rebellion goes on.
Yes, I’m coming around to that way of seeing things more. I want to eradicate it as you say, to make it all go away so I and everyone else will feel good and can live happily every after, but the more I acknowledge that this really only applies to my family, wanting mum and dad to stop yelling at each other and us and for everyone to be nice and loving, so the more I’m letting it go. I’m coming back more to myself feeling I can only attend to myself, as to how others are and want to be is for them and not for me. But when you’ve been forced to make everyone else’s business your own, it’s hard to step back.
You can’t step back James until it’s healed out of you. And when it has been then with all your circuits functioning in the positive, so it all works the right way for you and you feel the right feelings and act accordingly with them, everything being right and true.
Zelmarnia, I think I will leave it there, thank you very much. I’m getting a bit tired.
It has been good to speak with you James. Zelmar and I are here should you want us at any time to explain anything to you. Until next time... Melchizedek Zelmarnia of Nebadon.
Saturday, 20 September 2014
Hello Zelmar?
Yes, hello James, I am here.
How are you, we’ve not spoken for quite some time.
I’ve very well thank you, never been better - always very well. And how can I help you?
I’ve been having thoughts about the actual dynamics of our subtle systems and how they work, and thought I’d like to ask you a few questions if I may.
Please do, and anytime. It’s always a pleasure to speak with you James. You’ve come a long way since we last spoke so it will be good for me to actively ‘tune into you’ and participate with you in your current light and truth.
Does it disturb you, the energy of me still being evil?
No, not me personally, however I am very aware of it. There is what you might describe as a darkness, a sadness about you still, however much less than there used to be. I can sense all your current feelings, we over here can always sense them being attuned to as you we are, but it’s good to also feel the awakening light within you.
This morning after talking with Marion about my dreams and what’s happened to me concerning getting on well with other people of late, I suddenly started to feel really good because I knew I no longer feared dad. I knew I’d dealt with all of my fear to do with him. And I’d love to feel this way about mum as well.
It’s coming James, as the Mother and Father have told you, your circuits are changing into the positive, this being what you want to speak with me about today.
Yes, generally more about these circuits and how do they change.
I will briefly explain it to you.
The human form, including your spirit existence, is designed to exist, should it be required by your soul, in a positive or negative state of will, as we’ve explained to you before.
So you can live perfectly true, or perfectly untrue. And if you go the way of untruth, error and sin, being what you call evil, then your system adjusts, and indeed forms this way. So being conceived into an unloving negative and evil state, so your whole being expresses this environment in which it has developed.
And this means, from the smallest level, let’s call it the micro level, to the largest macro level, the circuits of light that constitute your subtle systems of will expression, your emotional/feeling, believing/thinking and psychic systems that combine the two, are all functioning in the negative. And this means, light within them flows counter to the way it would flow if you were positive willed. And by negative will I mean, you are willing yourself into oblivion, using your will to eventually take yourself into annihilation, so willing yourself into ultimate untruth, so ultimate unlove. So to feel as bad as you possibly can about yourself, nature, life and God, and to think and believe the worst you can about yourself, nature, life and God, and then to feel as demented, crazy and mad as being this anti-self way makes you feel.
Yes, I can certainly relate to that. Okay, so when you say micro to macro are you likening our subtle systems to our physical body, it having micro cells to macro structures composed of the micro?
Yes. The physical body, and it’s the same for your spirit body, has ‘light systems’ of the micro to the macro. Your physicalness is really only light, just another expression of light, that same light being expressed in a different way in your spirit body. So although you feel and relate to your body as being something of hard reality and of concrete flesh and blood form, still it’s only light being manifest to certain frequencies that allow such material form to take place and do all it does.
So our spirit bodies are the same as our physical but just not with physical organs and blood and so on.
Yes. They are just as intricate, and even more so as they are more refined than the denser physical, and become even more refined and more intricate as you ascend growing in truth and light, but still are just as real, solid, ‘corporeal’ as the physical body.
Could we cut our spirit arm off, for example?
In theory you could, however in reality you can’t, as it would instantly ‘reform’. So there would be nothing gained trying to do so. However many in the lower mansion worlds try, and even have fun pretending they have achieved such things, only to magically watch their arm reappear. They use their minds to delay the reappearance for dramatic affect. Which is quite amusing when you’ve never seen or suspected such a thing could be possible.
So from your side of things, it would be just as easy to manifest a new physical arm for someone who has lost one should ones soul require it.
Yes. It’s just knowing how to work with and so manipulate the various frequencies of light involved. And we of such higher levels are well educated in such things, those of our kind always doing our own investigative studies into better understanding the workings of Creational Light and how it’s affected by Soul Light.
So getting back to these circuits, how do they work when we are in the negative?
You could liken them to this: with a positive will, your blood - light - would flow one way, with a negative will the other or opposite way. That’s about as crudely as I can put it. So as an example, let’s take one mind circuit that is part of your mental subtle body James, and correspondingly would relate to the side of your chest in your physical system.
So you mean if could look into the subtle levels and see my subtle mental body it would have a physical form but would be composed of mind circuits instead of arteries, veins, muscles and bones and so on.
Yes. And more, as that’s all ‘nestled’ in what you collectively call your aura. So part of your mental structure from the micro circuits to the macro would mirror your physical and then there is still more that would ‘fill out’ that part of your spiritual light system or aura as you call it.
So continuing with our example, let’s say this belief is a circuit formed through your early childhood that says: Snakes are bad, that being on the micro level. Then as you move outwards towards the macro, you add circuits gained by experiences of snakes you’ve had, all which add up to them being believed by you to be bad. So such things as you being told (not a personal direct experience of finding out such truth for yourself with a snake, but an indirect one from someone else): you don’t want to go near them, they are poisonous, they are dangerous, they are nasty, they are deadly, they are evil, they are the serpent of the Bible that spells doom; dad nearly got bitten by one when he was a boy and might have died, they are to be killed when seen, they are to be left alone, run away from them quickly, don’t touch them, always look where you tread when in the bush; look at that beady eye, that forked tongue which is bad, people with forked tongues are bad; watch out for them, there are some harmless snakes, some don’t bite, some you can even keep as pets, they are good in that they eat rats and mice which are bad, they are part of nature that is good; they come into the house and scare everyone to death and you have to get them out, you can’t have snakes living in the house with you, they might bite you; but then we had a green tree python living curled up above the shower who ate the tree frogs at night that came into the bathroom; some snake parts can heal you, their skins can be used, they are... and on and on it goes, all of which makes for a very involved and intricate pattern of belief, all of which makes you behave in a certain way. So it becomes how you live, this being your relationship with snakes, this being part of your truth (or in your case, untruth, as none of it truly relates to snakes through your own direct experience with snakes, and so all of that you’ll have to bring to light and heal), your truth being what you live, the truth of yourself. But as it’s all based and founded on snakes overall being bad, so it’s all unloving, which is right, because it’s untruth, it’s a negative circuit - or collection of negative circuits. If it was based on truth with such circuits developed from a positive will, so from positive loving experiences of being with snakes or from other peoples loving experiences of them, so your basic belief would be snakes are good, and you’d feel it, all through you, it being the truth you lived, so you’d not be afraid of them. And all their so-called negative qualities would be seen in a good, positive and loving light, so wouldn’t be negative as in how you relate to the negative. They’d not be feared, you’d not feel overpowered by them, you’d not be scared of snakes, even though they might be poisonous.
And so, as has happened and is still happening for me, all my negative beliefs and circuits about snakes are slowly being brought to light, all my bad feelings about them being expressed, the truth longed for and revealed as to why I feel bad about snakes. And then slowly I am being healed, my circuits becoming positive as I no longer fear snakes as I did, loving them as I’m increasingly loving all nature.
As you’re increasingly loving yourself James. Because it’s not actually about the snake itself, it’s all about yourself. How you relate to the snake is how you relate to yourself; you fear it, you fear yourself; you don’t love it being afraid of it, you don’t love yourself being made to be afraid of yourself - of your own thoughts and feelings. So as you are dealing with your relationship with snakes on the personal and impersonal levels, so really are dealing with these aspects of yourself that snakes represent. So when you fully love yourself so you will fully love snakes, as you will also fully love everything that is of Creation.
Zelmar I have a picture in my mind, presumably coming from you, that my overall circuit about snakes has been negative, but within that there is also some positive, such as that they are good as they help keep the rat and mice populations under control.
Yes, from the micro up to the macro there are many levels some of which are negative so reinforcing the negative position of snakes within you, some ‘positive’ however they are not truly positive as they will be when all your circuits and will that drives them is positive, so they are what you might call ‘pseudo positive’. So when you focus on them, you might feel good and even loving feelings toward snakes, just as you might feel about yourself or other people, but as it’s all still within an overall negative will regime, these are not truly loving or truly good feelings. So you call them a somewhat more positive negative circuit.
And so all that then causes ambiguous feelings about snakes in myself.
And about yourself too James - do you love yourself or don’t you? You feel some good feelings and have some good thoughts about yourself, then you have others that are not good. What is right, why is it all so confusing, what’s really going on in me? Am I loving or aren’t I? And when you get worked by your soul into each circuit then you relate to it, so might feel you do ‘love’ yourself, albeit within negative love or no love. But then when you’re in a fully negative circuit, you know you don’t love yourself, you even hate and despise yourself. And through your healing you are worked around all over the place feeling all sorts of different aspects of yourself, all so you can bring all that you are to light, all that is not right within and on all levels.
So is there a systematic procedure that our healing follows? There must be, but I can’t grasp it.
There is. You will in time be able to soul-perceive it, but it won’t be until you are completely healed and in spirit that your mind will be able to fully grasp and see how it all happens. It’s too complex to understand with a physical mind, you need your spirit mind that is not as limited as your physical based one. Your spirit mind only being limited by the level of truth and so feeling advancement you are living.
So Zelmar, as we heal our circuits the light flows the right way in them?
Yes, because your will is then orientated in the positive concerning that specific circuit.
Yes I see what you’re saying, so our will in fact governs all the active functional parts of us. It being far more pervasive than I have given it credit for.
That’s right James, little has been revealed about the will on Earth, or for that matter in the mansion worlds. The will is of itself an enormous part of you. It’s more than just your ‘will’. It has a real structure like your real and subtle bodies, however it is all infinitely more refined. You’d need very strongly developed spiritual sight to even begin to see it, so it’s only through your soul-perceptions will you be able to perceive it and its function. Our angelic friends of the higher ranks can see it as the real functioning part of us that it is, but even for us Melchizedeks we need to rely on their vision to gain some picture for our minds to understand, we can’t see the will level directly either. The will level is the closest part of us to our soul, or to the soul level, so it’s the least tangible for us, but in fact it is far more real and tangible then the physical or spirit bodies are. It goes the other way, the soul is the most real part of you, then your will, then your spirit and subtle bodies and all that connects them to each other, and lastly your physical body; however as you’re starting out focused in the physical reality, it seems like flesh and blood is the most real and your soul something you can hardly perceive. But your soul will always be, whereas your physical is only in existence or a very short moment.
Yes, I understand that, but I’ve not given the will as I said, that much credit. I mean, from what you’ve told me previously and all I can perceive about it myself, I understand its importance, only in my mind my picture of it is rather small.
Okay James so let’s do something about that. Imagine the sun and all its power is your will. And the sun and its power and light is shining out and affecting all that is under its influence, so all of your body that is the Earth. And so the sun is massive as is your will, whereas comparatively, Earth, your body, is very small.
All right Zelmar, that certain has increased my size-perception of the will. And so using this sun analogy, how I relate to the sun as being this incredible ball of volatile gas all swirling around as one huge furnace, and the Earth is colder, harder, more dense (not the core of it, but the parts I relate to and live with), is like how I view my will and the body. My will is this nebulous part of me, but something that is actually very strong, whereas my body is more solid and real, but can only act or is only driven by my will, it not having a will of its own.
Your body is merely an expression of your will acting upon Creation all being driven by your soul. Your soul is really the greater Source and Power, it is all that you are, with even your will being only one attribute of your soul. But still all your souls light moves first through your will, so literally empowers your will, so enabling your will to ‘create’ you in Creation, including your body. So your will sustains your body, all the levels of you, all being driven by your soul and its inherent soul-pattern.
Your will James does have its own very distinct form, just like your bodies do. It doesn’t as such take on or reflect a human form as such, but nonetheless it has a very distinct form.
Can you give me some sort of picture of what it looks like Zelmar?
You have seen those science fiction pictures of a matrix, a vast ongoing, seemingly endless complex of light circuits, well that you can liken to being what your will might be perceived like if you were within it; then looking at it from the outside, all I can say is it would look like one shimmering shaft of solid light that runs up the core of your being, that all your main chakras come out from.
And how big a shaft would it be?
Looking at it from your limited perspective of the physical, about as thin as a pencil, perhaps a golden/silver light running the length of you, from above your head to below your feet, about which flows out your aura. If you were able to look more closely at it, you’d see it like a huge river of light flowing within you, with many currents swirling in all directions. And the light would be so dazzling, so blinding that you’d briefly be able to glimpse it as brilliant white light. And it would be strong, by which I mean, it is relatively easy to break your physical body, break a bone, but to ‘break’ your will if it could be done, would be like you James trying to break a thick iron rod with your own hands, it being impossible to do. And why I used the work ‘break’ is to illustrate that you can’t have your will broken, it wouldn’t break, there is nothing to break, it is always your rock solid will. But what is meant by having your ‘will broken’ is that your will is too heavily focused on manifesting your negative unloving state, making you feel overall that you are will-less, powerless - of broken will. But in fact your will is still as mighty and strong as always, only it’s mightily manifesting your powerless broken state of will, mind and feelings. But it takes all your will to manifest your negative state just as it takes to manifest your positive, so part of the wrestle and fight you have within you when you do your healing is the battle with your will, which you can’t win. You can’t use your mind like some people and mind spirits believe they can do to change you will, it’s impossible. So all you can do is submit to all the bad or ‘negative’ feelings your negative will state is manifesting, allowing yourself to BE them, as that’s how and what you are; and then long to uncover and understand the truth of them - of why you are this way. And as you bring to light such truth, then you come to understand the nature of your will and how it’s affecting you, and then you can desire and long to change that. And as you liberate all your repressed feelings, so the truth of them comes to light and that is the changing of your will state, that is your actual healing. For when you see the truth, when all that is preventing you from seeing it comes up within you and you understand, then your will is forever changed in that moment, your circuits then changing to reflect that new will condition. But your circuits changing can take time, often requiring positive life experience to reinforce them and bring them into being, so good things will happen to you whilst you feel so bad doing your healing, and in time as you progress so your will increasingly manifests you in a positive state. And that is why James you say overall you feel increasingly better about yourself as you progress in your healing, this being reflective of your will becoming more positively orientated, and even though you still feel very bad about yourself, as you are focused in these still negative parts of yourself.
Zelmar, thank you very much for speaking with me about all of this. I need a break now, and if I feel like continuing I’ll come back to you, possibly in the coming days.
Any time James, Zelmarnia and myself are always on hand, we’ve been asked to be of any assistance we can for you. So any time and anything you want to speak with us about, please feel free to just call - think and long your request to us and we’ll respond.
I’m used to speaking with you Zelmar, I forget about Zelmarnia. Zelmarnia, I hope you don’t feel missed out.
Not at all James, I understand, you resonate more with Zelmar in all the technical side of things anyway. Perhaps as an experience for you, should you wish to speak about such things again, you will ask me and see how you feel about my speaking with you about such subjects.
Yes I will, thank you. I have to go now, lunch time and my fingers need a rest. Thank you both.
All right Zelmarnia, I’ve had lunch and feel like writing some more. I don’t have anything specifically that I’d like to speak with you about, so how about we carry on from where Zelmar and I finished.
What I would like to do James is tell you some more about the circuits you were asking Zelmar about, so as to show you that we ‘women’ Melchizedeks are just as knowledgeable as the ‘men’.
You don’t relate to each other as men and women spirits?
No, just spirits, we have a word that denotes ‘sex’ as in the different vibration of light of what you’d call the male and female, however I can’t write the word as I can’t express our universal spirit language in English. It would me meaningless to you. When you come over you’ll awaken this universal language within you, it will come easily to you as you will by then have finished your healing, and as you will see there is an enormous range of vocabulary that defines many levels of reality. Each sphere in the Celestials has what you might call its own subtext or subversion of the language but it all constitutes part of the whole, all of which people as spirits will become proficient in before they leave Nebadon. However James, for the sake of convenience, we will go along with you referring to ourselves as men and women spirits.
Now about the circuits that I want to tell you about. Each actual circuit is called a circuit because it does involve a circuit of light. In as much as there is a beginning, middle and end of the circuit. And light as Zelamar said can pass through such circuit either way. You might like to imagine them as something similar to your optic fibre cables, a cable that holds within it many other lesser cables which hold even lesser cables, seven levels in all. And for a circuit to function properly, or truly, each level has to run its light the same way. Any disruption to this will mean disfunction in the immediate subcircuit and all it’s related to, as well as in the overall primary circuit. And then these primaries are from the micro to the macro level, the micro level being infinitely smaller than what you perceive the micro in the physical.
Each circuit has valves within it which allow the right amount of light to pass through it, so there can’t be too much light or too little, it is all highly regulated and perfect. So a circuit of light, be it a mental, emotional, psychic or spiritual one is always operational, they can’t not be, and always work perfectly, only being negative or positive.
So we can’t have some part of us that is non-fuctional?
No, all of you is always functioning in Creation, that’s what being in Creation is, you are ‘alive’. And it’s the same on the physical, light continuously sustains you on all levels even when you are sick and dying. When you die, higher spiritual light, will-light and soul-light ceases to come into your physical cells and they die. And when more cells die than are ‘reborn’ then you cease to be in the physical. When your times comes to ‘leave your mortal coil’ the plug is literally pulled on you and that is the end of your physical body circuit, your body being on a super-macro level, one whole circuit itself.
When you have a belief, which will be connected directly to emotional behaviour and feelings, that is wrong, so negative, light following through your circuits will be in the ‘negative way’; or, going in the wrong direction, however it will still be flowing just as much as it will do when the circuit is healed and is positive. But what happens as you grow in your negative love and truth denying state of will is a natural friction or resistance develops to the improper functioning of all your negative circuits. And this friction, it also being light, collects in your subtle body etheric systems, those systems that link your subtle bodies and link them with your spiritual and physical bodies, causing the etheric goo that you’ve felt and been told about by spirits that one can see building up in ones aura. And this goo not so much blocks the natural flow of light through the circuits but exerts a force on them which can cause real damage to a circuit or a group of them or a nodal intersection of them - chakra. And such damage you have read about James, as in the ‘wheels’ of a chakra becoming detached or uprooted, and circuits becoming deformed and so themselves exerting other damaging pressure on chakras or other circuits. All of which adds up to the seer looking at ones aura and being able to see all the gunk sitting there like thick slime unable to move, one feeling all gummed up with emotion, fear, pain, and seeing actual damage in the subtle body systems.
So Zelmarnia, when I used to do those hands-on-healings during the meditations I held, I felt a lot of the light that was passing through me was clearing away suck gunk as you call it, was that what was happening?
Yes James. For the most part there was actually very little you could do for another person. If that person is not wanting to grow in truth and is still wishing to remain as they are, at best all you can do is clear away some of that unwanted residual energy that is clogging up ones etheric system. This only then alleviates the inner stress, but in time if nothing further is done, it will build back up within the individual. This is also what happens to a lot of people who regularly pray or meditate asking for spiritual help and healing. That help and healing can be readily given, either by spirits attending them or sometimes by their angels, but mostly it’s nothing more than just a ‘cleaning’ or clearing away of such unwanted energy. So you have to keep up the prayers or meditations to keep clearing it away. For those people who regularly sit in prayer for the Divine Love such a clearing happens as part of ones intention to pray and receive the Love, ones attending spirits will lovingly perform it even if it’s not asked for, which is why a lot of people feel better and ‘clearer’ after they’ve had their prayer or meditation. But it’s not progressive healing, it’s not using your feelings to go deeper into yourself to uncover the truth and reasons why you feel bad; why you are not happy and feeling truly loved, why your circuits are functioning in the wrong way. That is real healing and something entirely different as it is all about and tied up with your souls advancement of truth. People who long for the Divine Love, sit in prayer and meditation, do their mantras and visualisations, sit at peace for all their life, may feel they are doing some good for themselves, but they are not advancing their soul in truth. That sort of thing only involves their minds and the ongoing clearing away of residual energy, which of itself can become a habit and compulsion just becoming yet more of their behavioural negative system.
What about those people who say they do ‘emotional clearing’, which often does release some emotional blocks and shed insight into their problems, even their childhood ones?
Some of that work is true, some does actually involve dealing with negative circuits through feelings, addressing such negative behaviour that comes to light, but mostly it’s just moving things around on a mental level within ones negative state, so making adjustments to ones negative circuits. One can unblock a major block having a strong cathartic release, which in turn and affect the whole of ones aura, affecting one on all levels, but mostly it’s still within a desire, albeit usually an unconscious one, to maintain ones negative state, so it’s effectively just shuffling the deck a bit and things will settle into a new orientation mostly taking one then further into ones negative state because of then believing you are doing good for yourself when in fact you are only furthering your evilness. Unless you are specifically longing for the truth of your evilness and submitting to all your bad feelings, you will not be advancing in truth, only moving around within your negative state; and more often than not, opening up new ways for you to progress further in it all whilst your self-deception and delusion grows that you are doing something loving for yourself and advancing yourself spiritually. You are advancing, but moving further away from your soul and closer to your extinction, whilst all the while in your negative world you’d be feeling so much better and more in command of yourself and life, able to make life suit you all by using your mind. When you submit to growing your soul in truth through your feelings you give up wanting to make life be how you think it should be, and instead come to relish the life your soul and the Mother and Father give you, it all being given to you through your true feelings and with no element of your controlling mind in it.
So going back to my hands-on-healing, could I actually have done any healing - did I heal anyone or help them in any way on a true healing level?
No. However you did greatly help them James. They wanted your help in this negative way, and so they got what they asked for. It might not have been what they would have wanted were they truly aware of what they were getting, however they were not wanting to be truly aware.
No one was doing their soul-healing back then, I didn’t know about it.
That’s right, and all those people who came to your Divine Love meditation groups were sincerely wanting the Divine Love, and were sincerely wanting it and God to heal them, but they weren’t sincerely longing for the truth and looking to their feelings for it. That truth was unknown to you as you say at that time. So they were all still, yourself included at that time, wanting to actually use the Divine Love and God to further advance their negative states, which they did.
Yes, I understand that now.
True healing can only be done by the individual themselves. Being a true healer, means really that you are a true facilitator, which means you are merely encouraging the person or spirit to live true to their feelings, so helping them to fully accept and acknowledge and realise their bad feelings; helping them express them, which can simply mean being there and willingly listening to them express all their pain, and encouraging them should they need it, to long for the truth. There is nothing you can do such as ‘reaching’ into their aura in some way and fixing that which is wrong within their circuits and chakra systems. True healing of a negative truth-denying state comes when you become truth-liberating, and all from your feelings. All the rest of what you call healing is merely helping the person or spirit to further their negative state, so it’s not what you believe or think it is. It’s all a fantasy that you are healing and helping yourself or another person doing anything that is still feeling denying and doesn’t involve longing for the truth and looking to your feelings to lead the way to it within yourself.
So say someone was able to perform miracles...
They’d only be helping who they ‘healed’ in that moment to further their negative state. They’d feel relieved of their pain and burden of suffering, but still being of their negative state would then carry on happily in life moving further down their road of evilness. You can’t heal one of their negative state. Our Mother and Father don’t allow that. Not even Jesus or Mary can do that, nor would they want to. You can only heal it yourself and with your Heavenly Parents - with or without Their Divine Love. The state of being evil is your state of being perfectly imperfect and no one is going to interfere with that. It would be interfering with the core being that you are, saying for example James, that you can’t be a man, that is wrong for you, I will heal you and make you into a woman, and forevermore you are all woman. It doesn’t work like that. No one else can decide what is best for you, even if you are supposedly ‘putting it in the hands of God’. But if one is not truly looking to heal their evilness then God will simply advance you to the next state of your evilness which might involve a miraculous healing carried out by your attending angels or higher spirits directly themselves or working through a ‘healer’.
However that is not to say that should you finish your healing and feel moved to miraculously heal someone that you shouldn’t act on such feelings because you understand that is only going to take that person further into their negative state, because that might be what you are to do, what help you are to give, to clear the current obstacles blocking that person from becoming eviler. And you do this to each other all day long anyway. How you interact with each other is all conditioned by your state of will. So if you are of a negative state, and by the degree of that state, so in every interaction you have with others you are helping them move deeper into their evilness. But if you are true and healed and so no longer evil, then with every interaction, should the other person or spirit be wanting to grow in truth through their feelings, you will help them with that; or should they want to further advance their evilness, so you will help them with that, although not by actively doing it, but passively. And by that I mean, you won’t be negatively interfering with them, so won’t be accruing ‘karma’ for yourself, but how they will interact and relate to you will help them further their own evilness, such as shying away from you not wanting to accept the truth you are, or trying to make you be as evil and wrong as they are, accusing you of being bad and not being like themselves. If you are already negative and so negatively affecting all you interact with, then you naturally accrue ‘karma’ which you will compensate for through your healing by feeling the pain you felt within yourself that you projected onto them by making them feel. And if you are both of a positive will, then no such wrongness will occur between you, so nothing will need to be compensated for. And going around doing ‘good works’ by being able to carry out miraculous healings were you ‘empowered’ to do so, would not mean you are lessening your own karmic burden or taking the karma of others upon yourself, which some people and mind spirits believe can be done. If you are of a negative will state, you’d simply be adding to the negative or karmic burden of yourself and those involved with you.
And James, you might like to bear in mind a Great Healer might come to the world able to work all sorts of miracles, yet if he or she is of a negative state then it will only be to further his and all involved with him or her in their negative state. Or if he or she is of a positive state, then he or she would be helping those who are longing to live true to their feelings to do so more; and helping those who are still wanting to remain and even advance their negative mind controlling state, to do so. And either way, all might happen, everything is possible. And that person if they were truly of a positive will would understand that it was what God wanted, even if he or she were helping people and spirits move further into their evilness. They would remain impartial happy to carry on living true to themselves and doing all their soul is moving them to do knowing it was all the Mother and Father wanted them to do.
Yes I understand what you’re saying, I feel I’m slowly getting to that point myself, not being able to do miraculous healings, but simply accepting that it’s not for me to always try and help turn people ‘toward the light’, at least help them in the direction that I think is to do ones true healing. I’ve given up even thinking about the spiritual truths when with other people, say at the Bush Bank, just saying whatever I feel and not trying to go one way or the other. And if I happen to help someone move further along in their negative state, so be it; and if I happen to help them go the other way, so be it, and that really it doesn’t matter anymore to me, as it’s nothing to do with me, none of my business. I just want to be true to myself.
So Zelmarnia, what about if someone was doing their healing and found they could do miracle healings, how would that affect their remaining negative condition and ‘karma’ as you say?
It would depend on their level of truth James, for the part they were true it wouldn’t accrue any more karma, for the part they were untrue, it would. And all the way along they would be striving to uncover the truth of their feelings, so any bad feelings that doing such healings brought up in them.
There might be a temptation if one had such healing power to undertake such healings using ones own mind to determine who should receive such a healing.
Yes, I would imagine there would be, all of which would be for that person part of what they’d have to go through and uncover the truth of. For someone who is fully healed or of a higher level in their healing and who understands that it’s not for them to decide who is to be healed and to what extent, that it has nothing to do with them but is all up to God, then they would not apply their mind trying to assess such situations. And just because someone might be in a shocking state, and even though ones heart might go out to them wishing they didn’t have to suffer so much, still it’s not for any of us to interfere, we don’t know what is right for them, we don’t know what God wants for them, so all we can do is stay true to our feelings doing and saying what our feelings lead us to do. And in your case on Earth as it is with us in spirit, should we feel moved to carry out such healing, so we will, understanding that it is what our Mother and Father desire through us, all through and with our feelings and without any mind control in it. But that’s easy for us as we are true, but infinitely more difficult for you who are immersed in your negative states; because whilst of them, you’re not fully aware of all the ways your mind is seeking control, and so you won’t be aware of how you are inadvertently affecting all involved, even if you aren’t meaning to. But still, as I said, that doesn’t mean that just because you might understand what I am saying you resist such feelings to carry out any healings of other people or spirits, because whilst you are on your way in truth growing through your healing, so you must act out and express all you feel whether or not you actually do a healing. And it might be that you do carry out such healing; it might be that you feel to but upon speaking about all your motives as to why you want to do it, as you uncover the truth by expressing all your feelings that are involved, that you speak the need to do the healing out of you so to speak and don’t actually do it.
I see what you’re saying, that it might actually be good in the greater scheme of things for someone to receive a healing so as to advance their negative state.
That’s right, because it’s currently good, right and true for you all to be in your negative states; God has seen to that, and the Mother and Father are all helping you move along in them; and the whole of Nebadon is supportive of Mary and Jesus and the Mother and Father in this whilst they so desire such rebellion to exist, so the same applies to you on Earth. You have all been so heavily programmed to see evil as bad and it must be identified and eradicated the moment it’s come out of its dark hiding place. And although technically evil is bad as in being anti truth and love, still it’s valuable in its own right, it has a place in Creation, even if it’s only for a relatively short time; because if it weren’t valuable, it wouldn’t exist. So it’s for us to see what value there is in darkness, and we are being shown that more each day the further the Rebellion goes on.
Yes, I’m coming around to that way of seeing things more. I want to eradicate it as you say, to make it all go away so I and everyone else will feel good and can live happily every after, but the more I acknowledge that this really only applies to my family, wanting mum and dad to stop yelling at each other and us and for everyone to be nice and loving, so the more I’m letting it go. I’m coming back more to myself feeling I can only attend to myself, as to how others are and want to be is for them and not for me. But when you’ve been forced to make everyone else’s business your own, it’s hard to step back.
You can’t step back James until it’s healed out of you. And when it has been then with all your circuits functioning in the positive, so it all works the right way for you and you feel the right feelings and act accordingly with them, everything being right and true.
Zelmarnia, I think I will leave it there, thank you very much. I’m getting a bit tired.
It has been good to speak with you James. Zelmar and I are here should you want us at any time to explain anything to you. Until next time... Melchizedek Zelmarnia of Nebadon.